Wednesday, April 23, 2014
20/8/2014 ***one more week. the englishembasy wants me to wait one more week. life itself is very difficult. nothing do to except walk the streets. one hour per day internet library. friday saturdays no internet. Ive stopped seeking employment. waste of time. can try it one more time. 19/8/2014 ***nuthouse 1 month they put me in a nuthouse for one month. it was partially my own fault. I was yelling in the street with my hand on my knife. it was partially the fault of the police. they all told me to fuck off -- police station 10 mikhalilvska, contractova ploshad police station, the red cross,amnesty international, the second red cross office. 10 mikhailavska said "Embassies" so I Went to the uk embassy, finally. they said english psych had said paranoid schizophrenic. this is a misdiagnosis. victim of crime would be better description. ***back to england I hve decided to go back to england. tomorrow UK embassy emergency passport. IN england I dont know if shervin will meet me. I am not in contact with him. will hve to find the nearest homeless shelter to sleep in. nightmare only just restarting. I WaS quite rude toenglish pplon the internet, also I applied for refugee status against the brittish state -- the nightmare maya only be restartign. this is a nightmare --no documents, no information, silence, valentyna yakubenko give me cash every few days, no work. silence from police for 15 years now. 8 years of silence from kiev police. 10 mikhailavska said "embassies" ***esp. last esp. we have I only had esp whilst I lived in lisova. different military programs. Esp "we have lots of electromechanical contraptions" opposing side "it "[relevant information] "will be passed on to the relevant army" talking in voices is the only way of putting it. i am nt schizophrenic, at least not yet. ***my best chances of safety is to rent a room near the national Bahai center, and notify a notary and the churches of what happened to me.I presume thetechnology will bemade public only in 15 years time. ***I know iM in deep shit I Had a visual dreeam "Ethnic biological weapons developed by israelis that target arabs" I bent over like an animal in the middle of my own flat JUne 1999, again in teh xodojnik library. sometimes I say odd things or do odd things and I Dont know why and eps while I Stayed in lisova. and also "They put electrodes on your brain" "you get a job in a hotel and you take your case to court justice hague" "advanced cell engineering techniques" 2/7/2014 ***esp I was told the english army had decided I should not go near their males. I was told in austria they had 4 people like me. all 4 were homosexual. the soldiers who fed them on a weekly basis were told to keep their guns ready for use in case. the man was not to near the females. there was a movie made 1981 bladerunner. ***eps this is how schizophrenics are -- they retreat into a world of their own. they want to put you into a nuthouse that is their orders (mohr) the rest are wellwhishers ***eps I was given detailed information on my ancestory. dont know whether its true or not. was told both, and one of the grandmothers parents were from russian azerbaijan. was told the distant relatives were traced. ***eps was told they were waiting for the criminals to die of old age. then the contractors go home ***eps "this is computer code" ***eps [it took us 2 years to identify military hardware, and 10 years to find out how the technology works] ***eps Bahai material eps.instead of nightmares I was given stories. I need to make contact with a human rights officer who will tell me what the facts are. was it a dream? i dont remember. I hope to reach safety. the Bahai stories were the nicest. [they are trying to put you into a nuthouse] [let him know what they do to people like him] [he likes Bahai stories thats why we tell him -- female english soldier] only since I went to lisova 4 months ago. this four months has been a little different. I was almost collapsing in the street. as soon as I entered the embassy my head cleared. In the  again I almost collapsed. [this is an israeli area. must not come here] [it is simple technology] this is the nice eps stories I was given. eps == [please dont swear at us too much] Bahai news stories were the nicest this 4 months has been different. this is not drugs. this is technology. 20 million Bahais, and 20 million walking towards the Bahai banner they had said 2 represantatives one room each thenic commmunity in the Bahai center. entry to be by invitation. this was to prevent problems was told 3 problems -- army officers pretending to be Bahais. was told they really became Bahais -- they were forced to read Bahai writings in order to pretend to be Bahais. was told this was a massive problem. was told the secret service were betrayed by their own staff their staff switched allegiances -- they wont go near prayer meetings again. dont know whether this is bullshit or true. (this bit is probably bullshit. massage his ego] was told they caught bullshitters -- was told other churches advised on how to offer protection. was told by invitation so as to prevent problems. was told growth size Bahai community slowed down because of lack of Bahai centers. was told Bahais often themselves didnt know any of this -- badly educated. was told the contractors were caught when they claimed to be Bahais but didnt actually know anything about the good religion. was told Lebanese soldiers had to go into their villages to see if there were any Bahais there. The Bahais did not know each other. was told they found the descendents of the second man from 100 years ago. they were no longer Bahais. the wife had to remarry again. was told some of them had fled to Pakistan. [not true] they live in mashhad. this is the nice eps stories I was given. eps == [please dont swear at us too much] dont know if this is true or bullshit. [we lied, and we lied, and we lied. we are special branch police we lie] [these ones want to put you in nuthouse. those onese are well wishers] was told new Bahai centers in various parts of the world. was told 30,000 Bahais in Britain, and 30,000 come and go. was told 600,000 Bahais in US today. was told 600,000 Bahais in Iran. was told massive increase in Bahais of India, mostly but not exclusively from the unscheduled castes. Hindu, and Brahmin Bahais also. was told Kenyan Bahai man who didnt know Bahaullah was the Mahdi also. NSA Bahais Kenya are from Christian origin and they didnt know either. was told they had never seen homosexual Bahais before. The contractors had to go to the united states and do a thorough search before they found Bahais who were homosexuals. dont know if this is correct or not. was given information nice information on Bahai faith. was told police had investigated Bahai community -- found H Bahaullahs writings were prayers. Hes a holy man, not a political figure. was told guards around H Bahaullahs premises for many years. was told Bahai villages the best villages. was told the aids pandemic passed the older Bahai villages --- chastity laws. was told the newer Bahai villages -- the people already had the aids virus by the time they converted was not spared the virus. dont know if this was bullshit or true 1/7/2014 ***NEED A TICKET TO BRATISLAVA dont know what else to do. if kiev city police will not offer me safety I need to find safety in another country. need 100 grievnas, a raincoat and a rcksack. if assaulted I will kill in revenge. ***ESPs THIS IS NOT A JOKE I am not schizophrenic. the thought comes out of me [revalation]//thought. best way of putting it. "you get a job in a hotel and you take your case to court of justice in the hague" they are trting to put you in a nuthouse. the rest are wellwishers. [we will not see you alive][we are sorry this happened to you][they were trying to put you in a nuthouse] [we pas on messages.][these messages are 2 years old][they tell us, we make up the rest ourselves]. I was told ["BAE"], which is the british army. ***May the Lord be with me ***NEED A TICKET TO BRATISLAVA which embassy do I go to? ***Mind control 4 months in lisova-- discreidt the account I have been very different in the past 4 months mind control. it comes out of me. I have never been like this before. it is not hallucination. I thought [this is probably to discredit my account]..immediately afterwards someone n front of me SAID VOICE "resid" "residim" (he arrived. we arrived) ***esp this morning transexuals gay bars I didnt know this. respect. women who were born men (male to female transexuals) are more frigid -- they are more harsh than other women, make better soldiers (also physically bigger and often more aggressive). there are no clitoral or vaginal nerve cells in a woman transexuals body. men who were born women (male to female transexuals) have physical feel in their penises, they cannot ejaculate. they like the act of intimacy with their female partners. I was told this this morning. I didnt know this. This information is new information. The word frigid is my word. also a story of transexuals who had misused money to get free sex change operations. they had to work double shifts for 10 years to pay the money back. gaybars the reason they dont want gay bars publicised is because of attack, and also entry by curious heteros. football hooligans who enter nancy boy bars. sex the mans boyfriend was very big, often drunk and rough. he had problems going to the toilet. the doctors advised him to find a boyfriend who was smaller in that department. the woman wanted a sex change. she worked as a prostitute to pay for the operation. her ass stopped working -- she had to wear a nappy for one year. doctors recommend using that part of the body no more than twice a week palestinian man in israeli prison. omg the man -- iranian prison or israeli prison? had to use toilet paper to plug his other side. that was how badly he had been harmed in other prisons. spoon in the dark -- [dont come into our country again] ***esp Bahai stuff quite a few. The Bahai esps are the nicest. sweet stories instead of nightmares. [we are very sorry this happened to you] mostly about growth in the Bahai community. number of Bahai centers to be increased from 1000 to 2000. Bahai poopulation is now about 20 million,mostly new converts. another 20 million walking towards the good religion. most Bahais dont know what the Bahai religion is about. [we didnt know these bits] need lots of new Bahai centers --places of education and worship. a lot of Bahai stories. the assimlated Bahais -- Arash B families are now moslems. you will not get them back. is what the moslem military man said. institute -- our statistics -- there should be 1 million extra iranian Bahais if the Bahais of 1930s had not reassimilated. ***esp my ancestory I was told the both great grandparents were from Russian Azerbaijan. Then I was told only one. he had murdered his wife after she refused to accompany him, and married a gilani sigheh, the mother of the grandmother. ***new word incommuncado. ***esp fuck Ive forgotten them. detailed information. the daughter of saddam hssein had documents showing aids was spread delibeately ***esp theve taken a relook -- the think the egyption pharoh with the sun disk was moses. ***esp headache in the street. clear head in the embassy, [we are scared of harassing you here] in the street clear head [this is israeli territorry] and [once we go you die] and //ass half covered// and [our job was to protect your brain] and [let him know what they do to people like him] and [do you want tolive with us now that you know what we do to you] and [dont come near us again] ***esp [the criminals wer british mi5 and iranian mi5. also ukrainian mi5] they were working together to cover up. ***religion they were working to cover up the fctI am a Bahai. A Bahai cannot be sent to IRI. fucked it up. ***esp on the genetic history of various people -- [thats the sort of thing he is interested in. (thank you v m. The work is carried out by a scientist called sforza cavalli. its very interesting)][investigate the genetic history of apricots instead] *** ***knife the answer to police kidnappers is a knife. try me. ***it is hell going through the metro. silence from the police. ***nuthouse I was told the crimnals had used all attempts to put me in a nuthouse I have a knife. need a ticket to Slovakia. I came here from slovakia. ***MIND CONTROL change in voice my voice changed in the street. it became more masculine. 2 days ago. God help me that was not me. yesterday my voice changed again. this time it was me. thebiological part learnt from the military hardware. ***When they change id -- it has to be consistent with current id ***esp english soldiers: piss off and dont come here again well,I was thrown out of my own home. I hope they go to prison. ***esp one of the most successfull anti-mafia police operations in history ***esp we have lied continuassly. ***esp we aer very sorry this happened to you. repeatedly. also they want to take you to the embassy by force. (they can try. I have a knife. for use.) ***esp gay lesbian humour [most of your ideas are our ideas] this is what happened. I dont really remember. I have a suduku jotter where I write nonsense to keep myself busy. I was trying out some humour Bahai cards, then some humour lgbt cards. I dont remember -- I did not verbalise my ideas --it was a thought? it was a dream? the card was based on the american lgbt cards Ive seen. cerebral and restrained humour. [placard "I am proud to say I am a top"][placard "I am proud to say my boyfriend is a top"] just an idea for a card. 1 minute later -- [youre Bahai humour you can keep. this is the type of lgbt humour we like. you are no longer one of us. you are enemy (the rest I dont remember) signed cia] [[I managed to add a third bit [my boyfriend is a top (man holding on to a magazine).] this is your annual gym membership card. happy birthday. this bit is my adition]] ***time has stood still I am now 43. I cant get any answers. ***"Lets go" I have a knife. it is for killing. ***What I will do ifyou come near me again laws of war. they are evil. I WANT THEM NOT TO COME NEAR ME AGAIN. well basically, in a normal city thepolice help ppl.civil law. I went to the police station the man told me to fuck off again. I will have to hitchhike to the border of Ukraine soon. The Russian border or the Slovak border? if they approach me they commit an act of terrorism. if the police refuse to assist me then I am living outside the protection of the law -- that is a war zone. a civilian living within a war zone. he should know if he comes near me I will kill him. if he is bigger than me I will kill his mother. the rules are adults, near the evil fuck who approaches me. they should go through police. If he comes near me -- I ahve no military training. AFTERWARDS I will find his mother and smash her skull against a wall in revenge. this is legal within a war zone. I suggest the police make sure the animals dont trouble me again. Isuggest the police offer me temporary documents and inform me of what my status is, and if Im not welcome here a ticket to a different country. If I get my hands on him -- he or his brother -- RULES OF WAR. I AM A CIVILIAN. I will shoot him so as to disable him, and thensmash his head against a wall in revenge. (in other word stupid terrorist. I want you to fuck off and not come near me) with a gun the man, his brother and his 2nd brother, without a gun, his mama, his aunti, and second auntie. for the attack, 20 years of this, and my subesequent death. I really want them NOT TO COME NEAR ME AGAIN. I have the right to protect myself. ***esp mathnavi manavi outside the portegeuse embassy [we are ahead of estonia but behind lithuania. you are stupid][first 10 lines of mathnavi manavi]. we have this technology. but control ofv body technology we dont have]. I have not read this poem for 20 years. not a joke. ***esp on my misfortune [more have surrendered] [theymanaged to find out who knew, and how did they know? mafia -- special branch police mafia and other] [in britain we managed hebrew mafia by heving social protection units]not a joke. in peace. [1000 arrested]. I dont know whether this is true or not. I am not a trouble maker. good ppl everywhere thank you v m sirs. ***swearing travelling through the metro is almost impossible. I am hoping isaeli soldiers do not come near me again. I will be most gratful when israeli soldiers do not come wnear me again. I am not racist. uk,iri, israeli, us, german, french soldiers are not allowed near me. I accept their churches. 12 countries. of the rest of the world -- solider or civilian so long as they are friendly. ***they were breaking the law I started to walk with leaflets in front of me [please help me] ***esp [we have broken the law very bdly. they were starting to forget about you] ***more than one type of technology ***eps: befahman chetori centerashoon re kam kardin **8esps most of the ppl who were imprisoned are now being released from prison. ***my life has stood still my peers will have families of their own. ***ppl talk to each other -- swiss guard who guard the good vatican (thank you the good sirs, Bahai man that I am I am most grateful) the swiss have links to the germans and the fascists of west asia. 2 nations whos soldiers will have access to this type of technology. also switzerland is not a member of the un. will not be bound by war crime laws. ***esp [we had to hire mercenaries once, and we learnt from them] ***war act. soldiers dressed as police officers britain was a country at war. the war act would be in place. it is possible the police officers Ispoke to were actually soldiers. ***it is possible three attacks in iran, one/two attacks in the arab world, one attack in south america, one, not two attacks in russia, one attack in afghanistan, one attack in the city of rome, three attacks in the far north of europe. ***esp this is how we will tell you -- we cannot tell you the normal way official secrecy act ***esp they are trying to put you in a nuthouse. ***sections mental health law regulations. different sections. if I was in a section 1997 and didnt know about it. if the section is serious enough the army will become involved. "the british dont understand private health care" "sir do you know why the police had your house under surveillance? its because you are iranian" "army not the people" ****ESP [new words a few -- furlough, the 2nd one I have forgotten incomnuncado I will have to look the words up in dictionary. ] ***more words bay of pigs (pork eater) us panama invasion 1982 (they got there before I did) ***ESP [they wanted to kill all of you/ 1/3 iranians by israeli nutters including iranian diaspora, all iranian bahais --if they wont change their religion take them to the side of amountain] ***esp [you dont know -- new technolovy] quantummechanics nano technology the size of a pinhead. has a transistor mixed with it. cellular levvel tech. micro filaments. electrodes attached to peripheral nervous system reciever attached to the back of the neck. subliminal influnces. loud speakers. ***esp it was cia not mossad who assassinated kennedy. he wanted to curtail their power (and viceversa) ***[lots of lies] ***esp this is insetive, and this is non insertive technology we know about their technology, they dont know about our technology this is a different frequency ***what do I do next? May the Lord be with me. asking VY for help is inappropriate. ***voice games. in the street. these are criminals. [we want toput you in a nuthouse] in the street [you are a hebrew] I AM NOT A HEBREW IN ANY SHAPE OR FORM. ***esp the 3d web sites, light paintings [most of your ideas are our ideas] I was trying to think of a design for my web site. something simple. suddenly I thought of a 3d moving web site. [we are the iranian web sesigners association] I thought of a painting in the middle of a room created from light beams. 29/6/2014 ***may the lord be good to me. may I reach safety and honesty the criminals will burn in hell. I hope they go to prison first. I hope they get beaten and sodomised in prison. "they put electrodes on your brain" I am getting ready to hitchhike. ***silence:amongst evil enemies ***This is technology they use in their prisons My advice to Iranian Bahais is to pack up and go to Istanbul or Athens. In England they would be too scared to fuck in front of their civilian police "special branch police have been committing war crime" "industrial revolution" "technology is replcaing manpower in the work of special branch police" "special branch police have been committing war crime" ***mind control 4 months the past 4 months have been a little different. [let him know what they do to people like him] this time it comes from my ass -- revelation. I dont hear voices -- it simply comes out of me. By writing this I may put myself in extra danger [schizophrenic]. on the other hand if military doctors familiar with military crime help me [he is incompeltent but is a victim of very serious crime] I am not schizophrenic, at least not yet. ***mind control - they didnt tell me this. THIS IS EPS Sirs this is mind contrl. ***mind control: no one told me this. it came out of me. mind control. [they didnt want to tell you the job at saudi bank(Citibank) was for Arab(Greek) boys and the sons of the whores of Arab(Greek) boys who needed jobs. I was told word for word "people like you dont get sent to zurich" and "do you know what they were doing there?" and "we will find another way of getting the money to you" (I worked my ass off 1995-9) I tried selling trinkets in Kiev. they wont buy. all army. they have stolen my language books repeatedly. ***odd conspiracy theory: were the manavis/nijkoos slaves to secret service police from 1960s? odd -- in the bus the eastern man suddenly tried to take over. if it was a sting operation and the government realised 1960s. [we will take over. you obey on pain of death. family community threatened]. ***Did I see Alison Ironside in Kiev? ***Technologies non insertive -- sound games insertive -- a gps insert on underneath the skin insertive -- a speaker attached to the back of the neck -- subliminal influences. you dont hear but can be trained. similar to an ultra sound whistle. insertive -- electrodes on the skull itself. the rest -- if you do it to a sheep or rabbit its fine. to a human being? insertive -- attachments to the peripheral nervous system. for example the sympathetic nervous system, the nerves leading to the anus, etc. insertive -- attachments to the central nervous tissue -- mind reading technoliogy insertive -- microfilaments attached to the entire brain. I was told this was the case wrt me. I was told after I die they will open me up find out what they have done to me. insertive -- newer stuff can be taken out. a night in a private clinic. insertive -- nanotechnologies. the size of a pin. insertive -- new technologies -- quantum mechanics. I have insufficient knowledge at this point. I was told the israeli military laboratories are ten years ahead of the british military laboratories. "industrial espionage" "they put electrodes on your brain" ***odd: the most delicious part of a human being forearm of a white woman. papua new guinea cannibals. Russians are very white. natalie wood -- Russian woman was very dark. "Ruth White" ***hairy ass I am single. sexual intimacy would have changed my identity. I arrived at brunel 1990 they have shoved a normal porno through the door. frans: "she needs her pussy shaved" respect. ***mind control: clean up body I was told the body had been cleaned. they were trying to clean up the brain with laser. laser. delay. I would be a vegetable afterwrds ***more words: tom and gerry. surgery. Sir gerry. need aneurologist and brain surgeon ***mind control man with one child THIS IS EPS. this is what I was told. I didnt know this until a few days ago. the man had many wives, but only one child. this was in ancient times. turns out the 1st wife was his proper wife the rest were concubines, and so their children were the children (slaves) of his 1st wife. only the daughteer of his first wife was his daughter. I didnt know this until a few days ago. ***mind control outside portegeuse embassy THIS IS EPS outside the Portegeuse embassy. I read this poem memories the first 20 lines 1978. I reread it briefly 1990. [we are behind estonians and in front of lithuanians. we have this technology but body control technology we dont have.] [you are stupid] [the first 10 TEN TEN lines of mathnavi Manavi poem]. I have not read this poem for 20 years. ***mind control Bahai center  The first Bahai center in [this city] has just been opened. which is nice news. [we are the computer operators. we take messages. these messages are 2 years old] [we are very sorry this happened to you] [we have the legal right to help you] [we can harm you body position if you harm state interests] [we can introduce new words but need permission] [this is how the technology works] [it took us 10 years to understand the tech] [it took us 2 years] [very few of the scientists went to prison] "we gave you our" Di-ann spend sir. industrial model. with a hammer ***mind control Bahai center elsewhere THIS IS EPS there was a non-Bahai man in the Bahai center. He was a trouble maker would not answer calls from enquirers. the army surrounded the center. The Bahai adiminstration told him next time they will press charges he will go to prison. ***mind control army special branch police // Mafia tricks THIS IS EPS I didnt know this until a few days ago. A person changes his name to get access to property. David smith (the name I was given was a different name) becomes David Smith lonesome. lonesome being the name of the landlord. He pays the rent [I am the son, I am the boyfriend etc] the deeds are transferred to him. then he changes his name back to David Smith [divorce. or my father died. etc] ***mind control human lgbt postcard ***mind control we dont want them to know what we did to you ***mind control 1/4 of Iranian Bahais have left. The assimilated ones are now moslems they will not return. ***mind control they found the descendents of the second man who was murdered. His descendents live in badbakhti in mashhad. one of the brothers fled to Pakistan - they found him [you have been misfinformed] ***mind control ***more words Dahomey Dah (10) homey. ten mate. ***city of qom, israeli state, us state were willing to start war. qom to cover public disgrace - their culture.control of resources. israeli state tight as a bow ready to hit "israelis of this generation" us state willing to start iraqi war to cover up "bush should be in prison" "you get a job in a hotel and you take your case to court of justice in the hague" "not the only one" 100 generals / scientists hanged or put in prison publicly for 30 years for using a human child as an animal in a research laboratory. [we use one subject repeatedly to make coverup easier] ***they do not want me to develop the web site. the library was closed yesterday. I have to leave in one hours time. as soon as this diary is finished. I wont have time to work on the web site. these are military personel.[we were given the mohr to keep you fed] something like that. 25/6/2014 ***If I cant fin d safety in kiev I will have to walk to the slovak border. russian border? embassies, vy, employment search after this. ***fog need a doctor. fog. heavy head. couldnt think properly. had to have a SHOWER, and then I was able to leave the home with a clear head. need a medical specialist in miltiary crime. *** prepare, iron the greek man wrote ona piece of paper. (and prepare to die afterwords fool. if you arae bigger than me your mamma or neighbour.) *** mind control B I was writing a letter to the Argenitine embassy. 12 embassies I go to. I miswrote"B" by itself. to be. live. I had to cross it out. didnt go to the embassy. I was siging a song yesterday, and I sang the word "politechnic" more than one technology. in deep shit. the specs breaking 2 weeks ago was also high tech. military technology mixed withbrain tissue. *** doors closed department of migrationnovovoksanya is no longer there. argentine embassy visit cancelled. will go again. the red cross center door was closed ***[ mind control. no one said this. odd. [ ***we've been waiting 30 years] sleepers odd no one told me this. ***other religious places they wanted me to mention their names [burp. thank you the nice ones. the other ones I have a knife. have a nice day] Bahai houses of worship have only recently been designated as off limits. This is not the case with Bahai centers. some of them the police have asked if they can have a prayer room and this room will be off limits to police as place of harassment. ***small mohr and big mohr (order) big mohr mind control. I do something and its not me. mind control. the soldiers do not have thelegal right to do this unless I am doing something that is harmful to national security. electrodes mixed with my brain tissue. I was told in some countries they would be willing to use high tech to change identity. military law is different in different countries. ***small mohr. it could be non-insertive technology. subliminal influences. sweet stories,instead of nigthmares. I have beengiven MASSIVE amounts of information over the past 4 months. here my actions are under my own control. for example 20 million Bahais today, and another 20 million investigating. for example I was told they have found the great grandfathers descendents. they live in Azerbaijan. I am 1/4 Russian by ancestory. Russian Azerbaijani -- an Azeri passport woldbe useful.I am scared of going to their embassy. (Armenians thank you v m sirs.Persian gypsy here.) ***they wanted me to mention their names. we can be friends from afar. [goodbye/fuck off] ***I was told the man was a Bahai but could not go to Bahai meetings as he would lose his job. they give jobs to each other only. ] ***knife. in my pocket.its for use. in revenge. I can manage about 50%. try me. I suggest you dont try me. you, or your mamma will be killed in revenge afterwards. ***us hebrew tribe MAFIA invasion of us government takeover by 1990. "kennedy was assassinated because he wanted to tax steel interests" us government position towards these nutter killers became positive 3 months after the assassination of the american president. before then they were friendly to both sides. russian state became closer to the syrian state after that. was it mossad? or cia who murdered the american president? ww3 driven by us government aid to the crazy killers of westasia. without gun money they would have made peace 30 years ago. us government aid given largely because of the takeover of us government by its hebrew minority. the reasons fascists killing arab children are shown on british tv but not american tv is because the heads of the major networks are all hebrews. the result is 50 years of war. [nonsense] oh definitely. the clinton government had a special representative to the hebrew community. they did not have one to the catholic or the italian community, only to the hebrew community. the ruling group. master class. pac were the reason. they could pour money from out of state into a state and campaign against candidates that would be willing to critisize israeli fascism. usingmoney to take over a government. MAFIA. (it has nothign to do with me. linked to my story) ((Bahais of different nationalities my regrets)) (anti-sicilian racism prevalent in italy. sicilian mafia, are not the same thing as sicilians. good and bad people everywhere) the Hebrew take over of the US government was complete by the year 1990. Ukraine is quite similar. the ruling group here are hebrews. I am simply a guest passing through. it is linked to my misfortune but exactly how I am not sure. unbelievable. [we give jobs to each other. we talk to each other, we are friendly to each other] caste problems in India. new government every single member is a brahmin. they wont accept a Bahai in Pakstan etc. so for example saddam hussein (psycho nutter) banned the use of surnames as it would have identified every member of his government as being a native of tikrit. more modern versions us government, etc. in ukriane comprising 1% of the population the Hebrews constutute 50% of the parliament. I was told 4 big mafias in the world -- 2 southern italianmafias, the cali cartel of colombia, and the hebrew mafia of oddessa. it is linked to my story, but exactly how I dont know. I was told the real criminals in my case were scottish mi5. was told 70% of khreschatik was owned by hebrews and so I shouldnt go there. one is wealth difference -- there are rich and less richppl. good luck to both, the other is power politics (abuse of power) andso need to get to safety. good people of all races my regrets.(I was told the real nazis were the blonde germanic republicans, not the democrats.) the technology belongs to one of them. ***logic my own logic. monica lewinsky gave a blow job to the american president clinton. did she service him so as to black mail him -- her cousins wanted more aid. or did he get her to service him for symbolic reasons [american women -- their rulers also -- service their american male neighbours not their foreign brothers]] ***(((I was told in west europe many years ago they were quite unwilling to service me. I was told I could get serviced elsewhere............I was told I had to wait until I arrived in a specific country before I could get serviced........))) ***nesfi "mr nikjoo you are half" from obese to thin within 3 months 2007. iranian empire. loss of iraq, afghanistan caucasus 1600-1800. also Bahai world. I was told the number of Bahais should be twice. ***was the manavi family slaves to the shahs police? its quite possible. on pain of death. "how many people know about this?" my parents 1990 would not talk to me. its called "furlogh" thre was always food in the fridge. british social services? MI5? army? "they wont sign an order, just a quiet talk" the father said over the phone "i dont know anything about this" I was told [you are not allowed to tell anyone about this] and [he wont stop talking] I now walk the streets with the sign "please helpme" 24/6/2014 ***may the lord be with me. ***my regrets for the swearing. the apologies are on the other side. I am not racist, nor a bad person. silence for many years. amongst enemies. silence from the police. I went to the police station to give the letter someone said "return to iran" I swore in the corridor. laws of war. amongst enemies. slovak embassy again? indian embassy again? (from britain, under the law. practically speaking sateless) I am bigger than his mother. ***I go to the Bahai center. Being a Bahai is only one reason. these are the following reasons I go to the Bahai center. after here I go to collect bottles and go to the department of migration. the police are playing games. (a)I have done VYs work -- it is inappropriate for me to phone her. she gives money for the english language work. until I get a job. went to an interview today. they wont gie me ajob with these broken specs. I am trying very jhard not to be a beggar. I will have to start hitchhiking soon. this is not a way to live. they ar taking the piss. (b)for legal reasons. I must go to the (Bahai) center once a week. religion has become an issue here (c)as a Bahai I like going to the center (d)its my only distraction from this, apart from browsing the internet etc. (e)they give biscuits and tea also. (f)may meet ppl wholl help me. need a job, etc. as a victim I became aware honesty is one of my main strengths. (Bahai communities thank you v m my regres for this. I hope to get a job and this problem will be resolved. then I will be less of a problem to others) went for one interview today. another interview on thursaday. need to save money for train ticket, lawyer etc. ***in deep shit. high technology mixed with my brain tissue ***I walk with a knife. quite ready. in revenge. I can only manage their disabled men and shorter older women. 18-60 adults. the criteria is adulthood and proximity to the terrorist that harms me. 4 human rights office, 5 government agencies, 12 embassies, 30 employment approaches, then I beg for a train ticket, then I hitch hike. went to an employment internview, and left the letter at an embassy. If I am homeless before then I will just start to hitchhike. russian or slovak border. it is not a practical option. i shoul have started 3 years ago. ***I believe -- I am not insane -- large war game -- "even kindness can be cheapened" (kind lochness monster "we have been kind to you"(please continue to be kind and feed me) can[cough]. I believe crime of the century, police operation of the century, court case of the century. a chorus line, west side story, etc. A persian boy 1971, boy george 1981 (geriatric man, I could be your boy personally, know what i mean mate ......, 2014) if it was something simple -- just a few words "gloria" and "fruits of one tree" (the cia made a small request). first time no good, second time no good, third time ...fourth time.... experts. "army not the people" qele qele, qom (q - to the back of the throat) ***queen marie of romania died 1939. was she murdered? romania entered on the axis side. was the american president kennedy murdered by cia or mossad? kennedy was murdered because he wanted to tax steel interests castration. ww3 financed by transfer of funds from north america to criminal greeks.1948 onwards/ "keep the churches out of it says grandfather, only god" (a conspiracy theory) I was told I was their abdulBaha. May the Lord be with me. ***there are moslem garbage in the library. I just swear at them. ***may the lord be with me. cyborg. I go to collect bottles. one last attempt to resolve problem in kiev, then I walk to slovak border. amongst enemies. 23/6/2014 ***I have just printed the documents. About to go to various places to seek help. I will be forced to hitchhike west I think. which border? ***Chinese lady in the metro attempted to offer me money. The money I get from Valentyna Yakubenko. I refused. thank you v m sirs. I was sitting with the "please help me " sheets. The Ukrainian government are responsible. silence for many years. ***the latest technology the englishmen had chinese makeup on their faces. emperor of the middle kingdom. latest latest technology. in very deep trouble. ***in deep trouble "insertive and non insertive technologies" I am not a security expert. I would not be able to come up with something like this by myself. "spiritual, moral, social teachings" I have not studied theology. I would not be able to come up with something like this. (my addition are mystical teachings, myths and rituals, community and communcal activities. this bit is me, Robrt Nikjoo biological brain) mind control these bits are me. the past 4 months have been a little different [ [we tried to help you][we can harm you if you act against state security][we are scared of harassing you here (in the government building)][special branch police are the criminals] and [we did not realise they would kill in a bid to coverup] ] in very deep trouble. may the Lord be with me "you get aj ob in a hotel and you take your case to court of jusitce in the hague" 21/6/2014 ***I am dying of fear. need some friendly person to tell me what is going on here. may the lord be with me. SILENCE FROM THE POLICE FOR 15 YEARS> dying of fear. 15 years of silence. my body feels very heavy. amongst enemies. need to get to a country where they will give me answers. wrt the garbage. i have a knife. its for killing. wrt "lets go" I have a knife. they buy a dog and take the dog with them if I dont accept them they dont come near me. if they approach me it will be in mutual respect i am not a prisoner. ***swearing the only thing I have to say to police officers are swear words. if they want to give me the silence act they must give me a ticket to another cuontry. its better not to assault me.if I am assaulted I will kill in revenge. they can give me a ticket to a different country instead. 90% of the swearing was quite appropriate. 10% wasnot (I swore at a few women -- my apologies, and I swore at the scottish nation in the account-- it is the scottish army I should have been swearing at -- my apologies. i have no apologies (regrets) against swearing at old female soldiers walking past me. they are the mthers of the police officers who told me to fuck off when I went into police stations to beg for help. i went to mikhailvska ten. the hebrew police officer there did not look at me he said "embassies". Good embassies who helped me thank you v m. garbage. need a ticket to a country where I am offered safety under the law, instead of silence. [Paki go back to where you came from] Pakistan, Turkey will not accept a Bahai man. uk never again. its swearing from now on. 15 years of loneloniness. human beings are like dogs, human beings are not like cats. waiting to make contact with a red cross officer or someone similar (neutral, friendly,informative) ***is there applying for employment? after all this swearing? the answer is no no no no no. the slovak embassy is closed. I went there 3 times. I am amongst enemies. ***wrt israeli fascists - 1948, one of the evils of the 20th century. (I am not Palestinian> Persian man from Britain.). there were murderers actually. so long as they dont come near me agian. iri garbage, others are also not allowed near me either. these ppl, of various nationalities are very boring. [we have been given orders] (I have a knife. they come near me they die) [you are either with us or you fuck off. if you are not with us you are osama bin laden] (I dont go near their embassies and I dont want them near me. I haev a knife. its for use. Im bigger than your mother. now fuck off and dont approach me again) ***I say my prayers as I have nothing else to do at this moment. (slovakia has belleami studies, hungary has arpad miklos age 43......I like liquor flavoured chocolate and cakes.....) ***2 hours I spend about 2 hours a day talking to myself. there are 2 not one tape recorders in the room I sleep in -- a normal one police/army/un/legal/medical tape recorder. there is a second tape recorder -- military hardware mixed with brain tissue. contact with army supercomputer via wireless. God help me Im not insane. I am simply waiting to make contact with a member of the red cross where they can go through this from the simple to the serious to the very odd. Ukrainian red cross have given me silence. Slovak/Indian red cross. May the Lord be with me. the police have given me silence. ***10 more days In about 10 days I will be hitchhiking west to the slovak border. the russian border alternatively, where I will ask for refugee status at the border. russian/belorussian/polish/slovak/hungarian/romanian/moldavian. I came to Kiev from Slovakia. I will try -- (1)4 charities(2)5 government departments (3)12 embassies (4)20 places of work (money I buy the ticket and the legal assistance myself) after that I (5)go to Caritas / other charities and ask for a ticket to the Slovak border, after that (6)I start to hitchhike. I should have gone 3 years ago. I didnt -- I kept thinking maybe one of the embassies will say yes.also I kept getting more information. ***let go "lets go" these 12 embassies I wont go to their police mistreated me also war and special crimes. another 10 (Azerbaijani etc) I am afraid of going to "you will spend 10 hours in a Lebanese jail you will be put on a plane to tehran" I better not go. an Azerbaijani passport would have been very useful. I was told they would be too scared of killing a uk citizen, a citizen of a country far away is a different matter. I hope to reach safety and honesty. too scared of harming (activate mind control) after that -- they must interview me and inform me they approach me in friendship. also "you are under arrest" I am not under arrest at all. Im the victim here. NEED TO MAKE CONTACT WITH OEN OF THE GOOD PEOPLE ASAP. ***arab dick I lost my virginity 1989. the english princess got herself an arab dick -- a british arab playboy dick, one year later. she was murdered 3 years after that. (and the same to you). she got herself a pakistani dick also -- surgeon. If I live, it will be a pakistani surgeon who will take out the hardware mixed with my brain tissue. May the Lord be with me. good ppl thank you v m. extra ordinary crimes. (((((the surgeons and te 1st set of scientists responsible 1976-1990 were of the devil. I hope they caught them before they died of old age. I hope they were beaten and had spoons shoved into their rear ends before they died. no offense good people))))) no offense good people. there was a video of the british leader and the defence minister robin cook who was murdered, and the homo one who was hiv positive (good lord. how?) "[this evil man] is our best prime minister" is what the man said in the video. ***sophisticated, and even more sophisticated technology non-insertive subliminal influences. insertive -- microfilaments mixed with brain tissue Statement: "after you die they will open you up theyll know what is inside you" 2000 Geneva. Mind control: no one told me this. [we have technology like this. we had to work out how this one works. USA soldier. mind control no one ever told me this] [we are behind estonians and ahead of lithuanians. we have this technology but control of body technology we dont have. [the first ten lines of mathnavi manavi] outside the porteguese embassy. mind control. no one told me this.] [we have never seen anything like this before] [massive embarassment by the soldiers. caught. other soldiers have discovered what they were doing to me. they sat in front of me totally embrassed. also [run. we are your enemies]] ***we lied [I was told the army had lied massively. I think my basic conclusions are accurate] ***4 months this four months has been different. this time it comes from inside - revalation. last time it was from the internet, a whisper in the street, a comment in the corridor, etc. not scizhoprenic. mind control. in deep shit. ***waiting time streets are clearing. was told they were waiting for the others to go then nuthouse / death. I have a knife. its for killing. within ten days hopefully resolution. Slovak / Indian embassies. ***mind control paranoia time. more mind control yesterday it came out of me. I saw an lookalike to the actor 20 minutes later. in very serious trouble. it doesnt hurt. there are no sensory nerves in the brain. ('It hurts' -- title of a song. it hurts, on the female side. it doesnt hurt. there are no sensory nerves in the brain) May the lord be with me may I reach safety and honesty. The musical 'a chorus line'. (non - Bahai readers can switch off) the African American dancer(minority) was the Bahai community. Vienna colors (neutral vienna). Sex (well fuck me. "humanity will change into something else, in about 20 years time" computer brain prosthetics etc.) first time it was a dissappointment, second time, third time (I forgot to be scared) (first time I read the Bahai writings -- nice eastern mystic, second time -- lovely prayers third time -- medieval stuff, fourth time -- his entire family rebelled. islamic sect (not quite). fifth time -- wow.) "I closed my eyes" (and therefore I opened mine -- its all relative) today only the tree of good. some are sleep, some are awakening, some are sleep and need to be awakened. amazing dance. the other dancer suddenly covered their faces and retreated (soldiers retreating) they hopped backwards(hope, a town called hope, door of hope, etc) the man had 2 white backing dancers (in this dispensation women are the same as men. you are allowed no more than 2 wives.) paranoia time. the score was authored 1957, the musical made 1984. "every endless night has a dawning day" knight in shining armour // night. Im your morning light sunshine, am etc. there was a movie called ladyhawk 1987 as I recall. (the man was a dog daytime to the woman, and she a hawk to the man at nighttime) I was told this was what they were waiting for. It was a war game -- "even kindness can be cheapened" (nessie monster. loch ness monster. I am a nice kind refugee (begging for money. i can work). can be cheapened (slightly too old. I can clean the streets) Thank you the kind people who have helped me for many years. need someone to tell me what is going on here (paranoia time. God help me I am not insane tales of the city Norman -- the evil creature(islamic sharia law, norman invasion) in Barbary lane, and Calpurnia(get rid of her. you have a daughter to think of. she is welcome to stay as long as she likes) in to kill a mockingbird would have been the Bahai movement. these countries would all have been industrialised by the early 20th century. (the function of a prayer room is to say prayers, this account including the ludicurous and odd parts is for the magistrate, red cross official and human rights lawyer I meet, eventually) ) a man resembling the choreographer in the movie walked past me shorter version 20 minutes later. was told this was what they were waiting for. If I get justice "you get a job in a hotel and you take your case to court of justice in the hague" it will be the first time a human - cyborg. an act of obcenity has been caught by the civilian and military police. ***obcene They have offered me 15 years of silence. the police have point blank refused to say anything for 15 years now. I talk to myself. I have noone else to talk to. My parents would have died of old age by now. they were only 50% parents. they were police officers of some sort. I never thought it would take 15 years. I thought 1999 the police would inform me of what was going on. 15 years of silence. the allegations are I have military hardware mixed with brain tissue I was used in a war game. lots of dead people. my condolances. ***alzheimers disease It is possible the confessions would have been from the people who knew as they were dying of dementia - a common condition prior to death. ***more words non-Bahai recorders and stop recording. but they are slightly insulting. Im not insulted at all - -at least they noticed. [they are insulting your religion you moron] (((((((((((((((Bahaullah -- Messiah, Man also)))))))))))))))) ((((( this is an account of crime. it is not a religious account. I am a war refugee who happens to be a Bahai. ))))) not sure if I should put this. Gossip. the man said [they are insulting your religion]. see above. Mulla Nassreddin (who was a haji, not because he went to mecca, but because his mother went to karbila when she was pregnant with him. The Bahai prophet, whos family was from in the province of Nur, the province of Light, but who was born in Tehran 1819. Meteorite showers then. ppl thought the world was going to end. Born on earth, from heaven, actually. Active in french culture the woman is the active partner. very sophisticated. the french were the first nation to modernise. H Tahirih -- this is the time for action, not words. let action, not words be your adorning. she was famous amongst the literay set of europe russia france england 1860s. the army would have noticed. I noticed this -- the men in vauxall said "you are active" (I am still walking, I am not a vegetable in a nursing ward....I am the active partner, the shorter one with no muscles) Cow "she is a stupid cow" is the most common english insult. mi5 have been very busy. "they are like cows" ancient nonsense of an arabic people entering europe. I was told 3000 years ago -- this was not nonsense. 3000 years ago in the desert you got killed or you killed. "thou shalt not kill" was a massive advance on previous codes. the tiny woman you encounter in the desert (3000 years ago) would have been the equivalent to a cow. ancient codes of honour. later it was modified to [you are allowed only 4 cows. if you buy any extra cows you have to pay for them before someone else buys them] (((((they did not want me to mention the third one))))) May God forgive me for mixing the holy with the vulgar and evil. this is an account of crime. also some gossip. (at least they noticed) I say my prayers, and eat cake whenever I can, not because of police, but because I live only once. I may as well eat cake and say my prayers. cant wait forever for this to end. ***my bladder does not work. I have never heard of anyone who becomes (nearly) incontinent becauseof too much wanking. "I wet my pants" the student 1988. [the girl was going to be murdered. she was crying for her mother and wetting her pants] [westerners wear white underwear] (non-white in my case. problems on both sides] I hope it is not prostate cancer. it is slightly loose on the other side also. if I need to go to toilet I canot wait that long. ***my life is in danger. I am quite happy about hitchhiking to the slovak border. the slovak embassy is locked. I went there repeatedly. precisely because they know I will try their country -- I came to kiev from slovakia "shenid" (he heard) is what the woman said. If I am assaulted i will defend myself / take revenge. this is quite legal. need to know which embassy will accept me and need a ticket. incidently -- the answer to 'coward' is if I catch yuo in my house again I will break your neck. if you are bigger than me I will find your home and I iwll break your mothers neck, or yuor neighbours mothers neck. if you enter my home again -- you or your mothers neck will be broken afterwards. quite legal. laws of war. civil law -- if you break into my home the police will put yuo in prison. uk citizen ("sir do you know why the police had your flat under surveillance? its because you are iranian" they were terrorrising me inside my own home) 20/6/2014 ***I spend 2 hours every day talking to myself. the police have gone on strike. I go to the ukrainian state one more time, I go to embassies one more time, I try to get a job one more time, with the money I can get a lawyer. After that I will either go to the ukrainian border on a train or by foot and apply for refugee status with the state on the other side. slovak I presume. ***there are no words to describe this. If the police want to give me the silence act I must go to a country where they wont give me the silence act. amongst enemies. My aprents will have died of old age. they were only 50% my parents. they were police officers of some sort. military hardware mixed with brain tissue. may the lord almighty be with me may I reach safety and honesty. ***this was a war game. I got a few extra words-- slightly offensive wont mention them it is possible. ***the streets are emptying. I believe my life is in danger. silence from the police. walking to the slovak border is not practical. ***there are evil people nearby. I am quite ready to use the knife. my life is in danger. Ukrainian police should allow me to leave their country for a different one where I can live in safety in. silence from the police for 15 years. when they give silence it is a clear sign they are enemies. soldiers ignore you until they are ready to kill you. police will talk to you. ***"save yourself" 1997. I have a knife. hope to reach safety. the silence is proof I am amongst enemies. friends talk to each other. the good ppl thank you v m sirs. 19/6/2014 ***nearly got beaten up my bladder does not work. I went to a quiet corner in the back urinated (private place. I am an adult man). a large man said [come here] -- I had to run. they should not assault me I will kill in revenge. quite ready to kill in revenge. they were using em for research. ***"bakhsh" bebakhsh. forgive is what I was told. word for word. I am hoping one of the good people will tell me. *** "I apologise" is what I was told word for word. I am waiting to find out what the facts are. *** prostate cancer ***I will have to start walking in a few days. in deep trouble. ***I was told extortion and rackeetering. I was told lots of ppl tried to kill me. ***is it possible [eagle of the 9th]. the roman legion which went to scotland and didnt return (all the government assassins who were caught 1999, and 1980-99, and also aftrwards?, who didnt return] ***I go to embassies. this is the last attempt. embassies, I apply for employment, then I have to run to the slovak border. I came here from slovakia. the slovak embassy said "une" one life. I came to kiev from slovakia. must get to safety. ***the good people my regrets. this is not my fault. ***i dont have a country. need to get to safety. dont know what to do. silence for 15 years. **(I suggest they dont assault me. i will kill in revenge. I can manage 10% of the male, and 50% of the female. I wont go to teh 12 countries mentioned. of the rest 10 I am scared of, after that any. my bladder does not work. I had to run to the back and found a quiet corner. some of the urine ended in my trousers) ***I NEED ONLY TEMPORARY REFUGE. AS SOON AS I FIND OUT WHAT THE FACTS ARE I WILL PLAN TO LIVE IN SAFETY UNDER THE LAW IN A PERMENANT COUNTRY OF MIGRATION. ***I will be swearing until i get to safety. silence from the police for 15 years now. they are taking the piss. the criminals were state security themselves. ***which embassy do I go to? 15 years of stony silence from police. these were evil people. I will be forced to hitchhike to the slovak border. I go with a begging bowl to the Indian embassy again. May the Lord be with me. I am a civilian not a soldier. 18/6/2014 ***swearing it is going to be swearing until I leave ukraine. they need to give me a ticket to bratislava and I will leave. if the indian embassy (I go there tomorrow -- last visits) gives me a ticket I will go to new delhi. I have no choice. I will ahve to walk to the slovak border. need a rucksack. the woman gave me 400 grievnas. I gave 300 for rent. 60 grievnas has been spent already. I have not bought anything. I believe 15 grievnas was stolent. (the tea was stolent, and the man took the defunct phone (I had a phonew hich didnt work) with him. I will be swearing at members of the public now until I am out of here. amongst enemies. these comments are both legal and appropriate. 21st century war. SILENCE FOR FIFTEEN YEARS. on their own level. ANIMAL. I NEED A TICKET TO A SAFE COUNTRY. UNARMED CIVILIAN. bought a knife today first thing I did. the knife is symbolic of my ability to take revenge if necessary. filthy jew. dirty jew. eye for eye. if you come near me I will break your mothers neck. enemy: ticket. vrag (enemy): billet (ticket) are the comments I am making for 2 hours every day. using the metro is hell. all israelis. piece of filth: ticket! the old men and women that walk past me are all soldiers. they cannot answer back. I make a special effort to swear at them. laws of war. if their boys hit me (i will kill him in revenge. need a gun. if he is bigger than me i will break his mothers neck. laws of war) I was told to come here. wouldnt have come here if i eknew i was unwelcome. i should have left 4 years ago. ***21st century war. ***they were using me for weapons research. ***i have no choice - -will ahve to start walking soon. walking to the slovak border is not practical. if assaulted -- statement of intent -- slav i will break your mothers neck in revenge. 18-60. ***swearing i am walking in the street with 2 pieces of paper showing, and a knife. I am swearing at the old people walking past me. these are all soldiers. 21st century war. I am most happy to swear at the older women and the very very old men. the same to you. (60 visits into police stations where uniformed police officers told me to fuck off). verbal swearing is a verbal version of hitting. if I am assaulted I can manage their shorter older women and their disabled men. 18-60. CIVILIAN. I NEED A TICKET OUT OF THIS PLACE. 15 years of silence. soldiers who cannot kill you offer you silence instead. NEED A TICKET TO A DIFFERENT COUNTRY. ***danger valentyna yakiben ko and her colleague are both hebrews. I can be assaulted. the soldiers, nearer or further, of whatever nationality, should know I will kill AFTERWARDS if I am assaulted. it is most inappropriate for me to interact with them. I have no choice. I hope to be out of kiev soon. ***walking Today I went to the maltese emabssy (closed. I left the letter at the door) and the south african embassy. about 7 more embassies, Bahai center and one christian church again to ask for help, social action center. I can apply for employment again. I NEED A TICKET, A LAWYER WHO WILL TELL ME WHAT IS GOING ON. I have the flash stick 2000 pages, and the Bahai ring is an identifier. ***They were taking the piss. the psycho walking the street swearing was a Bahai// modern day Bahaullah -- revelation (the words come streaming out of my mouth) high tech dreams, asteroid showers (united states space program), ***knife. I bought a knife -- it is symbolic. to be used. ***NEED A FUCKING TICKET YOU EVIL GARBAGE. 15/6/2014 ***I will be swearing until I am out of ukraine. these are evil people. I am bigger than his grandfather, mother, most of his sisters, and his wheelchaired brother. swearing is the verbal equivalent of hitting. need a ticket. walking to the slovak border is not practical. went to the porteguese embassy yesterday. they said no. went to amnesty international -- was it a bullashitty one? they said no. I will be swearing at these ppl until I leave this country. amongst enemies. ***mind control they were I believe a little dishonest [drug trials]??? ths one was mind control. ***need temporary refuge only. I go back to the indian embassy. if they will accept me I will leave. ***4 months of mind control it was all lies I was told the british leader had been put in prison. it was all lies [50% of this is lies.] I willuse a knife. with a gun the terrorist. with a hammer his wife. with a stone his mother. or his mothers skull on the tarmac and I press my boot. these are the rules of war sirs. OVER 18. UNDER 65. if they come near me I want them to die. garbage police of kiev can give me a ticket out I will leave. if bratislava will accept me ona temporary basis i will go. **the pieces of filth wanted me to mention their fuckin names the dogcrap. 14/6/2014 ***the leaflet went missing again. will print it out again. VY gave me money -- it is begging I will try to resolve this problem one more time, then I wll have to hitchike to the slovak border. I hope the police responsible go to prison. may the lord be with me may I reach safety and hoensty. the sons of whores were using me for weapons research. in serious danger. ***the criminals are the civilian police who have told me to fuck off every time I go to seek help. silence for 15 years. ***the police have been extremely corrupt.t he best thing I did was to give leaflets out, and walk with the leaflet in the street. they didnt wantme to go to khreshchatyk with the leaflet as ORDINARY PEOPLE would see the leaflet. these were filth. I hope to reach honest people. ***the traditional word is 'enemies'. this is not a word i like to use. the plan is to get to slovakian border, through the border, to the red cross center in bratislava, and then from there to the indian embassy (brazilian embassy?) and on my way. (i hope never to meed a european again. these were evilpeople. i hope never to meet an iranian moslem again. those were also evil ppl) 13/6/2014 ***I will attempt to find ajob again, I will go to embassies one more time, then I attempt to find a ticket, then I walk to the border. (slovak border. I came here form slovakia) ***they have taken 15 years of my life from me. I presume my aprents have died. do they still use visual c in coding? what about java? is java, java applets still used? what about microsoft access vb? ***technology tricks: (1)low level noise (2)v l level noise -- you are not aware of it it has an influence -- subliminal influences (3)v l level noise -- you think you are thinking ___ !!!! YOU ARE HEARING IT, YOU ARE NOT THINKING IT (4)military hardware attached to the back of the ear -- gps tag etc. also to spectacles. (5)military hardware attached to peripheral nervous tissue sensory nerves, motor nerves. (6)military hardware mixed with central nervous tissue 6/ in my case. war crime and national security issue. they have killed because of this. ***may the lord be with me may I reach safety and honesty. ***[increase the noise] [revalation] the past 4 months have been different. in this case ONLY. no one has told me. it comes out as in a revalation. this would be to discredit my account. My account is very accurate. may the lord be with me. ***sleeping in the streets. I dont mind sleeping in the streets. If I am assaulted I will kill in revenge. ticket is better. 12/6/2014 PLEASE NOTE PLEASE NOTE  means it was not said word for word AND AND IN THE PAST 4 MONTHS I HAVE BEEN SUBJECTED TO MIND COTROL the information of this could have been used to discredit the account. so forexample outside the embassy it was a thought [we are behind estonia, ahead of lithuania] and 15 lines of mullana mathnavi. the army are attempting to discredit my account. ***more mind control again, no one told me this. it was a thought. these past 4 months have been different [let him know what they think of iranian isrealis] ***1982 I saw the last minute of 'the revenge of the stepford wives it was a scene of women in high heels kicking to death a man. i was told they were waiting for the scientists and generals to die of old age "not the only one" "court justice in the hageu" ***DIFFERENCE between actions, words, thoughts, mindcontrol (army thoughts) MY ACCOUNT IS VERY ACCCURATE. ***may the lord be with me may I reach safety and hoensty. kiev police should not play pimp to the british army. ***well, I hope they go to prison "mi6 used you for research. " "they put electrodes on your body" I walk with a knife in my pocket. ***also [he doesnt know what it is liked to be punched by a male] most of the ppl are females [we will hit. we are iranian] is what the female said. also [we are savama, and if we hadnt got you out such and such would have happened. we are  savama (brittish savama - MI5) etc.] ***risk I realize I put my life in danger. I hope to get to safety. I am not schizophrenic. At least not yet. These are THOUGHTS. Mind control thought [you’ve been harmed very badly. badbakht. ] and [to be very scared] ***more names: Valya. Valiant. I was told the people who accompanied me put their own lives at risk. ***modern day Bahaullah It is possible they were taking the piss – a war game. If the police had been investigating the Bahai phenomena…UK was an industrialized country at the start of the 20th century. A logical explanation for supernatural phenomena. H Bahaullah fulfills messianic prophecies of 6 major world religions. also numerous prophecies elsewhere. Also meteorite showers. Patriarch of the planet. He had spiritual dreams. I have high technology army dreams. Digital. H Bab could speed write, H Bahaullah the words would come out in a torrent. I used to speak v speedily – HIGH ARMY TECHNOLOGY. H Bahaullah would reveal. In my case -- for the past 4 months - it comes out as a revaltion -- high technology. they were taking the piss. I cant think of any other ones. AllahuAbha, respect. ***all security guards Most of the people Ive known throughout my life have been security guards. ****heat physically ill I feel physically ill when it gets hot. If I have military hardware mixed with brain tissue it would be one explanation. Homeostasis – the body environment would be kept constant. ***more than one technology instertive, non insertive Soldiers cannot remote the technology Forexample military hardware attached to the peripheral nervous tissue. Ability to remove – surrounded by police, if mixed with brain tissue cannot remove. ***muscular weakness – bladder I am very very weak. Am I being castrated? Or is it risk control? If I am weak I cannot hit. ***4 months of mind control I have never been like this before This is esp. information specific information that comes into my mind. Sophies choice Expensive nuthouses // cure for tuberculosis. Dallas – pam it was all a dream. Waiting to get to a human rights office where I can find out what the facts are. Most of the account is very factual. The past 4 months have been a little different. [ *100.000 Bahais in Britain During the cold war large parts of the US was controlled by the army. Soldiers had been asked to go to conferences held by a strange sect.t he soldiers didn’t know why. They likd the religion (the messiah had returned) and told their friends. That’s the 100,000 Bahais of Britain who forgot and disappeared in to their original communities. *Amphetamines In aberdeenuniversity they were giving me amphetamines. The effect is the person is more alert [and afterwards more sleepy]. It explained why I wanked often. It was given to me in the form of aerosol. Security were trying to cover up the fact I was sleepy all the time – either poison or brain atrophy because of interaction with foreign (silicon chips etc) matter. *Large project Even my dna had been checked. Large project. Hundreds of scientists. *Aids Spread. It was a scientific test to see how a sexually transmitted disease would spread throughout villages (far away) *Some true, some not true, Some of this is true, some misinformation. You don’t know which *it’s a last attempt To discredit my account, make me look like a schizophrenic. That’s why I said – past 4 months different. Outside the embassy ---- 10 lines of mullana – I have not read this poem for many years. It was unbelievable. THIS IS MIND CONTROL. IT IS NOT SCHIZOPHRENIA. *MI5 wanted the Baha’i community finished off 50,000 is a tiny sect, not 5000. (in Britain they were told to send their pioneers to the colonies. In other parts of the world the army were harassing the Bahai community. Unbelievable. I was told the names of the communities. Unbelievable. And what the soldiers were doing. Unbelievable. how the armies would go into villages and harass ppl, how letters sent would be intercepted by the army. how swiss army were too scared to intercept the emails as their own internal affairs were watching them, but other armies would intercept the emails, how differnet editions of the same book would be different, how the security who were forced to read Bahai books so they could do their job (army actor) better really did become Bahais, how lack of Bahai centers was quite deliberate -- I did not go to many bahai meetings as there was no local center. how there are villages in iran were the grandparents were bahais, but the grandchildren are moslems -- constant persecution etc [we tell him about Bahai (as I am interested)]) we just say prayers in Bahai meetings. id be curious. *they have to go to the high court and ask if the papers can be made public. *most successful anti-mafia operation ever (mi5 – the mafia) *conversion I was told people would learn about the Bahai religion then become Bahais. Would be given some information (misinformation) then would unenroll, then would be told to read more then would become Baha’is again. was told the army would deliberately misinform or would prevent access to information. low number of centers. *test case *They were forced to start a war in a bid to cover up *Scottish mi5 were the criminals. *Israeli directive. All anti-israelis to be thrown out of Europe Hehehehehe. In my case they wanted me OUT OF EUROPE to other parts of the world where the standard of living was lower so they could kill me. ***One Israeli man who was a Bahai was forced to go to live in Lebanon. I was told about this many years ago. He was forced to live in a Christian village there. He got married there. Today they have 3000 Baha'is, an increase from 300 Bahais. The local Arab converts mostly fled to the west bank and gaza 1948. The original ones where Iranian Bahais (Hebrew race) of 100 years ago and 40 years ago. (I wish the Palestinians the best. I hope the children of the criminals who live next to them give some of their land back and give good money for the rest of it. wrt to iri the modernisers lost. I wish iranian people the best. wrt to tbe british what can I say? they made a movie out of it -- the essex chainsaw masscre, aberdeenville horror) *they wanted me to think of them and mention their names so they could say Im one of them. Persian Bahai man from Britain, no longer from Britain 7 years kiev. Ive been told partially of the Hebrew race. General agreement I should go to garbage republic. When that failed lie low until forgotten about. *was told they wanted me to be killed for public political statements. anti-israeli (palestinian refugee camps, 1948 63 events), hebrew mafia of us, ukraine iri nutters murderers barbarians (sigheh prostitutes of qom, 50,000 murders 1980, a failed state) how the us military command entrapped its own government and started a war in order to cover up military crime etc *and something about french nutters of west asia who planned world domination through use of local proxies. mafia etc. not a joke. just passing through this is not a joke. ] ***may the lord be with me. I print the [please help me] papers again. ***Valentyna Yakubenko gave me money for rent. It is begging. Thankyou v m. I survive on this money. I can work if anyone will give me a job. ***I was told they dont have permission -- they still need to study how the material works -- lasering the transmitter so it doesnt work. the material stays with brain tissue, but when the link with the supercomputer is cut I should be in safety. only one transmitter in the back of the skull. this is not a joke. "you get a job in a hotel and you take your case to court of justice in the hague" 11/6/2014 ***May the lord be with me may I reach safety and honesty ***they should not approach me. a few groups starting wth uk soldiers. the knife is for killing. ***[the most sensinsitive technology] ***4 months for the past 4 months Ive been a little bit different. may I reach safety. ***High tech January 1990 -- dream "ethnic biological weapons developed by israelis that target arabs" year 2000 - "you get a job in a hotel and you take your case to court of justice in the hague" odd things that I did 1976 powder I suddenly put white wash powder into the green cookoo (spinach omellette) saucepan poison. robert s nikjoo. rsnikjoo arsenik jew. 1980 the evil seed the russian grandmother(iranian woman, her father was a russian) visited. I was very theatrical. a 9 year old does not have the skills necessary to be theatrical. we went out. I forgot to switch off the lights. saddam husseins planes were attacking. we were told to switch off the lights -- Id forgotten to switch off the lights they made a movie about an evil child "the bad seed" 1981 new park I suddenly stood up, the boy forced me to sit down, I stood up again he forced me to sit down. in the showers mr elliot the headmaster came and with his head [you can go] when 2 men want to start a fight the second soldier stands up. [police investigator has finished questioning. the suspect can go] 1981 new park suzanne. suz anne. shit burn. goh besooz. I suddenly showed her old mother my back. a 9 year old will not have the social skills necessary to snub an old woman. (colbys -- emma sams (charity to help dying children) suddenly turned and showed her face) 1982 fiona bogie, the boy I kicked fiona bogie 5 times in the shins. this is the only evil thing I have done in my life. I will burn in everlasting hell for this. fiona bogie was an adult police officer dressed as a schoolchild. I hit the boy in the park. (see above. my apologies) this could have been mind control [I will hit you before you hit me]. today they are all taller and have military training. 1985 missile attack 1998 7% (arabic horns) I got 7% pass for histology exam. ("how did you get 7%?") 1989 I dont remember mind control. riots start because of this. 1992 many generations ago "many generations ago we used to be " I dont know why I said this. I was told they thought I was a spy they wanted to kill me. 1994 legs crossed the room I slept in was under army cover. I crossed my legs. the 17 year old scottish girl 1 month later was sitting in the street with legs crossed staring at me. photo of 2 belgian women with legs crossed. mind control 1995 Calmness suddenly I sat down very calm at the computer and started to concentrate. usually I am more hyper. there was a movie "the temp". harried man followed by a calm woman. 1996 not good enough (bingo problem solved) talking nonsense in citibank I suddenly started to talk nonsense. I covered my mouth. anti-schizophrenia drugs? MIND CONTROL. there was a problem a technical hitch. "this is not good enough" I SUDDENLY SORTED THE PROBLEM OUT. GOD HELP ME. MIND CONTROL. 1997 name change robert s nikjoo arsenik jew. a robert not a robot. 1997 some of the comments made on aol chat also. 1998 bending over like an animal, the other one in the living room of my flat (my flat. I had rented the flat) I bent over like an animal. mind control the other one possibly also. my flat was under army surveillance. (If I catch you in my home, I will kill you. if you are bigger than me I will kill your mother.) january 1999 dream "ethnic biological weapons developed by israelis that target arabs" year 2000 - "you get a job in a hotel and you take your case to court of justice in the hague" "they put electrodes on your brain" a few other ones also. "they will burn in hell" I hope they are identified and go to prison. ***my specs broke at the neck-- mind control the phone, FLASH MEMORY and key went missing the knife was stolen the piece of paper "please help me" went missing. I will reprint and buy again. ***amongst enemies I will have to walk to the slovak border. amongst enemies, If I cant sort this problem out any other way. ***wanking people who are alone and very bored wank. ppl such as prisoners. [sleep, dont mix, get out] 1987-1999. ***21st century war -- in front of the tv cameras. my regrets for the swearing. I am swearing at these ppl. the swearing is justified. I will buy a knife-- it is for symbolic reasons -- it is for killing. this is quite legal. i hope to reach safety. 21st century war -- they wanted to make me scream in public. my regrets for the swearing. the apologies is for the criminals -- I hope they go to prison. will I get to venezuala? to hanoi? may the lord be with me may i reach safety and honesty. the evil garbage were using me for research. it was a conspiracy to cover up. ***my regrets for the swearing. the apologies are for the other side -- 15 years of SILENCE. I will have to start walking soon. I am yelling racist abuse. the abuse is aimed at the police. FIFTEEN YEARS OF SILENCE FROM THE POLICE!!! I hope they go to prison. I spat at the police sation door I passed, and at the ministry justice door I passed. I will have to start walking west soon, for the slovak border. may the lord be with me. the evil ppl were doing evil to me. esp technology (extra sensorty perception) "you get a job in a hotel and you take your case to court of justice in the hague" ***AllahuAbha. more mind control Chocolate flavour yughurt (Bahai prayers, material center, once a week) other (strawberry(christian),,,also raspberry, mango, mandarin, hazlenut, other) only once a year, twice a year. MIND CONTROL -- it came to me as a revalation brandy flavour (alcohol base) the local lgbt center. not a joke. I went to the protegeuse embassy outside -- I REMEMBERED THE FIRST 10 LINES OF mathnavi manavi. LINE BY LINE. not a joke. n ot a joke. not a joke. not a joke. I have not read this poem for over 20 years, 30 years. line by line. revalation.then (When I was 8 I read and memorised the first page of this poem. this is a 1000 page poem. when I was 20 I reread the first page. At this moment I remember the first 2 lines) it was a thought [we are behind of estonians and in front of lithuanians. this technology we have but control of body technology we dont have. you are stupid] which means relearn the original culture of 35 years ago. research or implementation. military hardware mixed with every part of brain tissue. more than one technology. May the lord be with me may I reach safety and honesty. 04/06/2014 ***mafia I was told mafia of various sorts. ***near death If I were to walk from kiev to the slovak border it would take 3 months. most dangerous. I am quite happy to kill in revenge or self defence. there are garbage nearby. ***high tech I laughed this morning -- it was a womans laughter -- most unlike me not a teenage boys giggle, a womans laughter. I dont have split personality. they have done evil to me. I was remembering something I did many many years ago -- which I had not told anyone. if I tell a male I may get hit.A woman would laugh. it was a womans laugh. [i dont remember] "you get a job in a hotel and you take your case to court of justice" "they put electrodes on your brain" more mind control -- yesterday. the reason the Bahai house of worship is in chile is because chile is the most modern country in south america and so most liberal. unbelievable. it turned out the governments had problems with prayer meetings. I was told not to gossip. only once. mind control. ***chile embassy just went to teh chile embassy. no answers. outside "die" ***crime he asked for documents. I gave. I noticed name change -- from Robert Shahin Nikjoo, to Shahin Robert Nikjoo. CRIMINALS. My name is Robert Nikjoo (Robert S Nikjoo, RS Nikjoo, Robert Shahin Nikjoo). most important for identification. 03/6/2014 ***I have just checked the price of a ticket to bratislava. 7 grievnas (1st attempt), 1817 grievnas (18,17)(2nd attempt). I am swearing at the people in the street now. 15 years. (moslem moslem khochesh khochesh, prepare. arrested eat). I just swear at them. they can give me a ticket to a camp for stateless people if no country will accept me. I can walk from village to village. at 7:00pm I can seek an orthodox church and ask the priest for a place to sleep and some food. I can then next day continue walking. Slovak border. I have no choice. 7 years now of this. i was told they were waiting for me to leave. if assaulted I will kill in revenge. at the slovak (russian) border I can ask for refugee status. the knife is for killing. I go to the chilean embassy after this. I went to an interview for a job as a coder it was all bullshit. ***30 grievnas I print Bahai stories in return for 30 grievnas. Its very nice -- these are stories I enjoy reading myself. Bahai bible stories -- for children, not for adults who should be working. adults read these stories during childhood, and remember them for their entire adult lives. This is what I was asked to do. I can clean floors. this is all a big police games. ***it is almost definite some of the material I read is doctored. also my diary may have been amended. The Edward granville brown interview is authentic. the druze diplomats account -- is it authentic? if so, was it polite lipsay, or real? (and the same to you -- spirit of God. etc.) (Ya H AbdulBaha, I hope to reach safety) ***after all this swearing contacting VY is somewhat embarassing, also dangerous. the ppl who are harassing me are all israelis. ***she gave me a funny look. photo of english actress (gaelic saxon actress). The Persian Bahai woman Helen sent me an email "you are a polite boy". Marcus N said there was going to be lots of swearing (taken out of context). ab said the black man hit the whit man and it was not very good. also [you dickhead. we hate you. we want you out] I go to the Chilean embassy after this. ***high tech its possible they are waiting for the ppl to die -- then they activate high tech. military law. 02/6/2014 ***I am not an idiot I dont know the number of the block of flats I live in. last time shuliavska I was thrown out -- the reason Iwas told -- was that I had used the address on my application forms. so this time I did not ask the landlady for the building number -- risk minimization. I tried to retrieve it from google maps. ***thai army take over. related to this?? ***mind control I woke up this morning [we will tell you this so you know how vicious things are] [do not say things like this] 01/6/2014 ***Its an outrage // on the other hand thank you v m 15 years of SILENCE FROM POLICE. Its an ourtage. on the other hand there are good ppl near me. ***silva mind control I forgot -- in the book the man was going to question his daughter -- his daughter answered the questions before he asked them. psychic powers. H AbdulBaha had these powers -- prophet. If the army were investigating the Bahai faith -- they would have tried to give a logical explanation for these events. Was told nuns who prayed 3 hours every day had a higher level of consciousness. the caucasian man who worked for the fbi went 'outside time and space'. We are all followers of Bahaullah. If I / others were used. H Bahaullah, being a prophet as well as a messiah. (H Bahaullah fullfills messianic prophecies of 10 religions, cometic showers 1820s.) ***alison moyet more "invisible" I went to the public prosecutors office -- silence. 15 years now. "only you" I am a computer programmer--- crime of the century,police operation of the century, court case of the century. "ode to boy"(from the 1980s. which would be me. boy guy man. girly boy, girl, etc) ***saying prayers in front of the police my room is under surveillance. its a little difficult to say prayers in front of police taperecorders. ***its either embarrassment or death I go to embassies *** "we wait" "mi jhdem" is what the man said they hit they hit and stand, they hit and run when they can, when they cant they smile and say hello creed of the warrior. [theyjust want to hit and go] ***st.jean d'acre something interesting jan jan (my life, my dear) name of the grandfather. [you are not half the man your grandfather was...] harijan -- name ghandi gave for the unscheduled castes. Children (life jan) of God (hari) H Bahaullah is buried in Akka --- we all have one Ka, the prophet has 2 kas. The other name for this town, found in propheices hebrew and islamic is Acre Saint Jean (saint John) d'acre the center (head) of Akka, the head of life being the shrine of H Bahaullah. Patriarch of the planet. they didnt want the name of Akka mentioned -- either so idiots did not cause trouble, or so this also interesting story would not become publicised. ***I am a good man and a good Bahai. I am trying to be as good as possible. AllahuAbha. ***the good ppl thank you v m sirs. AllahuAbha. May aI reach safety. ***2 more weeks. php work, I apply for work, I go to the government, ngos, newspaper churches, embassies, if no answers, I seek a train ticket to Bratislava / Moscow and ask for refugee status at the border (they have given me silecne). if not possible I hitchike to the border. 7 years now. need some answers. ***mind control it came out 'spiritual, moral, social teachings'(of the faith). this is the thought that came out of my head yesterday. only a theological student can come up with something like this. I am not a specialist in this area. last year "insertive and non insertive technologies" also I think it was a dream -- a faint memory -- [dont think of that man, dont think of those ones -- they were soldiers -- they wanted to kill you, dont think of that one - he is dead]. was it a dream? mind control this is a record of crime including mind control. the isolation is killing me. in deep shit. also -- the name of the surgeons wont come out until I die. 1976 I presume. I am not schizophrenic, at least not yet. extra ordinary crimes. in deep shit. "you get a job in a hotel and you take your case to court of justice in the hague" "they put electrodes on your brain" "a 4 year old child cannot give consent for research" "my suggestion to you is not to say everything" another one. Im a nice boy, age 43, a guy, a nice guy. (boy guy man). a thought came into my head. JACKASS. to a heterosexual man -- an immature normal man -- a guy, is a jackass (he drinks beer in his room is unemployed and his mother still cleans up after him) education. see it from a different perspective. (( another one [we like to please you] more for my comedy scripts. [aaah aaah aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah]/ see if from a different perspective. i never knew )) [we tried to help you] many years ago. [we are allowed to help you -- military law], and [we can harm you if you act against state interests] 29/5/2014 ***I am in deep shit. Bahai cyborg. homosexual cyborg. in deep trouble. ***10% swearing my apologies for some of the swearing the swearing should be aimed at the police. after visiting the ministry of justice -- again the police just stared at me I started to swear. ***I am now preparing to walk to Slovakia. will try to seek work again. ***more words: frankenstein - monster man., frank. frankfurt. when was the novel written? 28/5/2014 ***I have a knife on me its for use. laws of war. I go to embassies after this. ***time many years of this. I am now 43. still no explanation. ***"just watch" human traffickers -- they wanted to send me to iri (uk citizen). under the law what prevented them was, apart from the fact (ex)uk citizen, Bahai and homosexual. "just watch" 15 years of walking the streets. when i wank -- as a homosexual the fantasies are homosexual ones , homosexual fantasies and trains of thought are reinforced. I become more homosexual. If i have to walk the streets and just look at people -- the women at all in red and yellow. only the occasional male who stands out. a very stupid trick which does not really work. it was on tv a retard "women have more nice bits" "just watch" ***child - safety. under military law a child cannot be killed, this includes activating mind control. It is possible they tried to make me look like an incompetent fool to get information from me, and also save my life. the soldiers cannot kill an incompetent fool. waiting to find out what the facts are. Im not under arrest at all. ***I dont remember. I dont remember. someone somewhere many years ago. [we are the computer operators. We pass on the messages we helped you. under military law we are allowed to] dont remember who said this. ***may the lord be wih me may I reach safety and honesty. ***war game incidently alison moyet all cried out (Hebrews back in the deserts of 2000 years ago. trinket sellers and their farmer neighbours (you gave a who lot of loving for a handfull of nothing) "love letters straight from your heart" (Bahai prayers. Love letters of H Bahaullah to God) "the first time I ever saw your face" ("those eyes i can never forget. power and majesty sat upon that brow" "in search of your face -- from street to street, mountain to mountain" "love resurrection" they say the Bahai community has expanded massively. also "I want you to grow in my hand" [cough]. and I have read the good ladys love letters also. I make minimal mention of the holy in this account as this is an account of crime and so full of swear words. ************ very incidently, I read the love letters to God, the holy words of the prophet also. It is very private this sort of thing. ************ 27/5/2014 ***I am preparing to hitchhike. I will have to walk from village to village, and stay one night in the orthodox church there andask for food. slovak border or russian border. at the border I will have to ask for refugee status. in bratislava(moscow) these are not friendly cities -- I will have to get a temporary job, speak to a red cross official 1 hours worth of information, go to the indian (venezualan, chinese, south african, others) embassy get a refugee passport, but a ticket and go. in new delhi(caracas) I will rent a basement room near the red cross center National Bahai center sleep work, get a lawyer who will give me 10 hours worth of information. I hope to reach safety. May the Lord be with me may I reach safety andhonesty. ***time to kill from the year 2003 it became legalto kill in self defence or revenge, or preemptively. laws of war. civil law has failed.I went to the prosecutors office they gave me the silence act, again. They are giving me the silence act -- a mongst enemies. I am walking through the strees swearing graznie evrei swear words. I hope to go to a different part of the world. ***these are enemies ***they wanted me to swear so the name Bahai wouldbe associated with swearing. ***Imust be the most famous bottle picker in the world. ***more words. FC football club. Fuck fk. ***as my understanding of the Bahai faith increases -- it is very nice. I have nothing else to do. Christians have their ONE holy book -- we have lots of books, plus stories. The prayers of H Bahaullah are love letters to GOd. (stick to your own. a holy man is with God). Holy man, as well as a normal man, as well as a teacher, as well as a BIG holy man, as well as the Messiah. (something interesting). ***the english word is to be put into coventory. I am now swearing at them. I will ahve to start walking. if the red cross / monastries canoffer me a safe bed and food then I can get myself to the Slovak / Russian border, from there to the Venezualan South African Vietnames borders. The only reason I would go to rich baltic embassies is because the southern countries may not wish to jeopordise financial links, or be willing to face military sanctions. never again 26/05/2014 ***I will have to start hitchhiking. one more attempt at police, embassies ***mind control -- the ted bundy show ***where there lookalikes to me here and there ***ppl who died of cancer ***non-insertive technologies can mimic cns mixed technologies lots of tricks here and there a low volume sound -- you think you are thinking, you are hearing the thought. electrodes attached to the pns -- control of body high tech scanncers -- mind reading technologies ***may the lord be with me may I reach safety andhoensty. 25/5/2014 ***I am amongst enemies, ukrainian and other. I will kill in self defence their females are legal. I suggest they dont come near me again. I will go to check the price of a ticket to bratislava. 15 years of my life. ***I will check for price of a ticket. this is not a way to live ***eagle of the 9th rosemary sutcliffe novel all the soldiers who didnt return ***isr mind control -- they use it on their own citizens. dream? dont remember. dream? dont remember. the woman became a Bahai. next day she forgot totally. mind control. ***robotic eye the police can see what I see. in deep shit. IT IS THE TECHNOLOGY THAT IS THE PROBLEM HOW MANY PEOPLE READ THIS DIARY?????? (1)on the spec. (2)20 microns long on the eye (3)in the retina (4)attached to the optic nerve (5)attached to the visual cortex give me a dog I can do 1 3 4 5. 2 would be interesting. nanotechnology. cameras the size of dust. ***mind control -- it came to me one punch it came to me. the way soldiers can kill with one punch is they punch the jaw. the jaw twists the other way the neck twists, the cervical vertebrae snaps. MIND CONTROL. 3 MONTHS NOW. MORE COMPLEX AND LESS COMPLEX SOPHISTICATED. ***the Bahai community is one target ***insurance fraud insurance have to investigate then have to pay ***guantanamo bay guantanamo bay soldiers. presumably in these camps -- evin camp, guantanamo bay etc. they put gps tags on the shoulders of the prisoners, etc. ***imlementation ***what military torturees di\ break the mans arm, he bleeds and sleeps in the jail with a broken arm. I do not know how painful it is to be beaten by a trained soldier (very obviously I would kill in revenge) **conspiract to prevent ciminals from getting hanged delay. the scientists and generals are dying of old age in their ow beds now. could they identify the surgeons 1976? ***mond control -- NO ONE TOLD ME THIS. I THOUGHT OF IT. the microfilaments are zinc not silicon,, they poured formaldehyde to cover up. ***silva mind control this book was in london 1984. If the army were investigating the Bahai revalation. Ppl dreamt of H Bahaullah H AbdulBaha, eps abilities, H Bab speed wrote woudl write at an amazingly fast speed, the army would have tried to find a common sense explanation. ROBOTICS TECHNOLOGIES. ..... edict of toleration, meteorite showers,,, H Bahaullah fulfills messianic prophecies, additionally. Patriarch of theplanet. ***they are waiting for the others to go then I die ***slow release of information. delay the information is released slowly ***its a type of magic isr ahead of americans by 10 years israeli americans ahead of americans by 10 years, americans ahead of the russians by 10 years, russians ahead of the rest of the world by 10 years. (the armies) ***the transmitter has to be destroyed they cannot take the hardware out. but if the transmitter connector to the army supercomputer is destroyed then I will have freedom. my life expectancy is reduced. cell death due to interaction with foreign material, activation would wake me up. ***I will make one last visit to police stations, embassies, then I will ahve to walk. this is not a way to live. I am collecting bottles again. 22/5/2014 ***slow thinking I have become very slow in my thinking. I was told this many years ago --- poison --- brain atrophy due to interaction of military hadware mixed with brain tissue was told alzheimers before the age of 50. --- very disassociated --- drugs? --- mind control? I hope to reach safety and honesty. I think this is the last of the diary. If the police want to give me the silence act I will have to walk to the border of a different country and ask for refugee status. collecting bottles is not a job, also. 21/5/2014 ***writing this diary takes precendece over work ***I will have to walk to the border have no choice. ***read very slowly if you hit me, civil law the police put you in prison. I have complained into police stations 50 times. no answers. military law with a gun I will shoot you, or yor friend. without a gun I will smash your mothers head against a brickwall until she dies, in revenge for 20 years of this. and then I will smaeh her neighbours skull against a brick wall, in revenge for my subsequent death. (one punch on his side. as I have no military training 10 kicks on my side) the rules are 18-60, and proximity to you, the terrorist. (he will additionally go to prison, as I am an unarmed civilian trying to get to safety) (anytime) ***I can do 7 things -I can walk to the border of one of these countries and apply for refugee status at the border. the red cross on the other side will tell me what the facts are. -I can take the train to the border -I can recieve refugee status in one of the embassies. the police will then inform me of what my status is -a local government office can inform me of what my status is -I can get a job, and within oen month go and see a lawyer, find out what the facts are, and jump on the plane to a more appropriate country -a red cross official or ombudsman official can give me a one hour interview and tell me what the facts are ***I only seek temproary refugee status. when i know what the facts are I will know what to do. I hope they tell me what the facts are. ***headache. when I got to khreshcatyk I had a headache. almost collapsed. high tech. I was toldbefore not to go there. I will have to start walking soon. I was told to avoid areas with hebrews in them. mafias, such as khreschatyk. I was told slovakia is even worse. hehehe comprising 1% of the ukraines population, their hebrews comprise 50% of their parliament. I was told to avoid brasilia city and caracas for this reason. I was told in India they have caste problems. Bahais are mostly from the lower castes their government is 100% brahmin (10% population). they say 7 of the shahs government were moslems of Bahai parentage. they would have known about an anti-Bahai pogrom in the pipelines, and would have had access to savak information. (90% literaciy rate, versus 20% literacy rate) the british had a scottish mafia in their parliament for a few years. (ticket time) Bahai communities thank you v m sirs. ***they will not offer me work in kiev. I will have to start walking soon. *** [they will kill you if you stay here] // I went to the international committee of the red cross. no answers. ***3 brains a biological brain, mine military hardware mixed with brain tissue. extremely sophisticated technology. war crime, national security issue subliminal influences -- military crime ***is it true? that in the criminal state in west asia palestinian children who go to the 'wrong part of town' are given the silence act until they decide of their own free will to leave?? this is what the police have done for 15 years. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I have been to the Indian embassy 30 times, etc. ***showdown they wanted me to be killed in the streets ***incisers cancines cough lets not forget ***cancer medicine is expensive once the cancer spreads the mortality risk rises. ***high tech military hardware shape of face. military hardware mixed with brain tissue effects shape of face 20/5/2014 ***writing this diary TAKES TIME. I HAVE ONLY ONE HOUR. ***Extremely clever I was preparing to open blogger --- I look at other sites at the same time -- faceb ook. the woman photographed the facebook site. I had my leaflet -- I dropped the leaflet -- the man in front of me sitting down stood and went -- he would have photographed me WITHOUT THE LEAFLETS ***waiting game [stop the blog. they are looking for any excuse to delay. our money is running out. the sponsor] ***the account -- the ORIGINAL ACCOUNT 2000 WAS MY ACCOUNT. SOME OF IT WAS POLICE GAMES, SOME OF IT MIND CONTROL. IT WAS 99% purELY AN ACCOUNT OF CRIME (GEOCITIES.COM 2000 ROME). AFTERWARDS 2002-2014 -- IT BECAME A DIARY, AND MUCH MUCH MORE A RESPONSE TO OUTSIDE ENVIRONMENT AND ALSO MIND CONTROL. ***odd rain I stuck the leaflets onto the coat. I was walking the streets with "HELP ME signs on the coat. next day it was pouring with rain. I had to take the wet paper off the coat. i was told if Im going to hand leaflets in the street have signs they will ahve to kill me. i was told in the center of kiev they dont care as most of hte ppl are soldiers. i was told the criminals are frightened because ppl notice the leaflets. ***odd haiti congo both are french speaking -- former french colonies. the aids pandemic originated in the forests of the congo I believe. the aids pandemic in the americas started in the french speaking island of haiti. there has been very little contact between the two continents for 200 years. if_it_was_an_army_experiment_gone_wrong. else false flag operation. they say the french army was responsible for laying the grounds for the massacre in rwanda. I read many yeasr ago african american leaders had said aids was a government conspiracy. they say people knew 1910, 1950s ***obligatory denationalisation ***they wanted me to swear killing an innocent man in a public case. ***it gives them ammunition -- they are looking for any excuse to delay. we are running out of money. ***they killed all the whistleblowers dont remember who said this. ***2 months -- I have never been like this before ***more than one technology ***sensors to check // population control // ***,mind control dressed as schizophrenia this is an example of what we can do" is what I said 2 weeks ago. population control case studies i dont normally know this. population in a chinese province of yunnan many years ago -- too many people. the emperor gave orders MY APOLOGIES. first they killed the old ppl, then the children under 5, then the young unbreaded boys, then the prepubecent girls, then the lower class males, then the lower class females, then the 2nd level lower class males, then the 2nd level lower class females. there was crying for 3 days. then they lived. in hungary [cough] in the 1950s there were too many people. they started a one child policy.the population stabled by the 1980s, and then started to decline. in the mexican peninsula there was a population crash. they reckon in the time of overpopulation the people resorted to cannibalism (of the neighbours) by the time all the people had been eaten they had forgotten how to cultivate vegetables. the population crashed to a tiny percent of what original population. they checked the bones from the area -- the homosapiens was different from normal ppl -- these meat eaters were differnet from homo sapiens -- had bigger canines and smaller incisers. diffent species of humanity. the omnivores survived. (the meek shall inherit the earth, so they say) [cough] lots of dead people. di-ann, spend sir. I hope to go to a place of ppl of different ethnicities. the good ppl my apologies. I can go on. I would not know this information otherwise. sensors MY APOLOGIES: I DO NOT KNOW WHERE THIS COMES FROM. NEW SENSORS. A pale skinned man from place A looks exactly the same as a pale skinned man from place B. with genetic testing both can distinctly identified. With latest cameras the genectic profile of people in a street can be identified. at which point a short pale man can be identified as from A or from B. answer -- Use Hebrew soldiers who are multinational in location and nationaly. answer -- Check the various subgenetic families hebrew people [respect] are from answer -- use an oily cover on the skin with biolgoical debris from ppl of appropriate race answer -- the cameras can distinguish answer -- use soldiers specially chosen who are born to foreign parentage answer -- can electrode on the brain to check and identify personal identity, including loyalties. this will take time. answer -- use mind control drones zombies from their own answer -- if the technology is silicon the victim being used can be identified quickly. ***You dont know how much nonsense they have told you // and you dont know how much nonsense they havent told you. ***money matter -- his mothers said mind control made him money mad dont remember who said this/ ***my advice is not to tell everything/ after they know everything they will kill me. ***soldiers drssed as civilian police officers ***I AM AN UNARMED CIVILIAN. MY RIGHTS AS A CIVILIAN PRECEDE ANY MILITARY CONCERNS. THIS ACCOUNT IS FOR CIVILIAN POLICE AND LAWYERS WHO DEAL WITH THEM. 19/5/2014 ***I will have to walk to the Russian border. Or the Romanian border. I dont know what else to do. ***IT HAS BEEN FIFTEEN YEARS OF ISOLATION. THE ONLY ThING I DO IS SWEAR. They HAVE GIVEN ME SILENCE. THE POLICE HAVE BROKEN THE LAW. ***The city of Kiev should not pimp for the british army. they have given me the silence act again. ***Ukrainian security should know I will kill in revenge if harmed. the animals (mosa***ie) etc also the 2 knives are for killing. A train ticket to the border is much better. amongst enemies. silence for 15 years. ***It is possible definite the account on this diary and stored on the flash memory will have been amended. 18/5/2014 ***preparing for death they have cleaned the body. not the brain. 1981-1999. swearing in the street - brkoen head recovering in a clinic. the army can try to clean the brain (of electrodes). insertive and non insertive technologies. one punch ***everytime I swear -- how much of this i captured by cameras? when they say mosmel moslem I swear back. was i used in a wear game? ***I will have to walk to to the Romanian border. I dont know what else to do. I was walking through the streets of kiev swearing at the minister of interior of kiev in a loud voice. i can write a personal letter to the ministry telling them what garbage they are. it has been 15 years of silence. I talk into the empty space. this is their country. I dont know what else to do-- they are being evil. I NEED SOME ANSWERS. which border? a ticket to slovakia (not friendly) to Belorussia? ***cancer I hope not to die of cancer. ***they must charge me with a crime they must arrest me, deport me, caution me, inform me, question me. 15 years of silence. ***they should know (f Im assault I will hit back, afterwards, If I can walk. male fist, what they do in prisons........) ***12 embassies I wont go to. their polcie mistreatred me. 10 embassies I am scared of going to -- I was told I go to Baku, Yerevan, Tbilisi they will send me south. A ticket to tehran is a ticket to death. ***I can work like a dog I need 9-12 am to go to embassies, human rights office to seek help. I can work 12-12. I suffer from hysteria and so talk to myself quietly. I go to the Bahai center once a week. there are 5 ways of doing it -- they tell me which embassy will accept me i will go. I can walk to a border and apply for refugee status, I can take the train, they can offer me a job -- I will save money for the ticket lawyer conversation, or they can inform me of what my status is. the ministry interior gave me the silence again. May the lord be with me. I have gone to 10 embassies in the past week. ***conspiracy to make me dissappear ***curious it has been 2 months of mind control. curious how much of what Ive been told is true. is it true there are still Babis in Iran -- not Bahais, but Babis? is it true that Babi laws, very strict, valid for 8 years only -- included being allowed to cut the hand that grabs onto the hem of your garment? (in the medieval desert a person would have had one tunic -- his most expensive possession. dozdi mooqoof.) is it true the names of God tablet was written in 3 hours? speed writing. for example. (AllahuAbha, Bahai man that I am) is it true they wanted to harm innocent people? is it true they tried to delay -- from 1985, 92, 99, 2014? "it wont come out for 15 years" "it will be denied" 15/5/2014 ***I will have to hitchhike to the romanian (moldavan) border. SILENCE FROM THE POLICE. MY LIFE IS IN DANGER. 15 YEARS OF SILENCE FROM POLICE. ***I may be homeless tomorrow. hope to get to safety. ***it is worth a try. I was told many years ago orthodox patriarchs were willing to look into this. the daughter of the romanian queen was the head of an orthodox nunnery (keep the churche sout of it. only God). law and order issue. dont remember who told me this. 14/5/2014 ***15 years of life as a refugee. I have 50 kopeks left. I may be homeless from 16th. I dont know what to do. which embassy do I go to? I went into the main police station the police officer again told me to fuck off. ***it takes one month for prostate cancer to spread. ***1 month of mind control stories, revalation. I have never been like this before we will tell you before we go // we are more relaxed in our country we will use mind control on you stay in kiev (military crime to use mind control on an unarmed civilian)// we will probably never meet in case you die before we meet // you will probably die in a few months time. Im curious how much of what Ive been told in the past 15 years (face to face, real human beings), and mind control(it comes out of my mouth as I walk the street) of the past 1 month is true. total silence from the police. mind control -- no one told me this -- they wanted to harm the Bahai community, additionally. it could be true, or false. waiting to get to safety. what I was told -- this is mind control sirs -- that belmarsh prison is the guantanamobay of britain, etc. this is mind control -- I dimly remember the name belmarsh [this is how the technology works] ***my suggestions to isreali, islamic repblic iran, british french soldiers is not to approach me. i will kill his mother with a hammer if he approaches me. I accept their churches only, with gratitude. tghe good hebrew and slavonic people of kiev my massive gratitude. Bahai communities AllahuAbha thank you v m. Other good ppl persian diaspora, good ppl from cities of britain i lived in, lgbt workersothers thank you v m. which embassy do I go to? 13/5/2014 ***in danger "mordi" ***in serious danger. they are waiting for other soldiers to go home. it is possible my life is in very serious danger. these are evil ppl. need to get to safety. as I walked past the hebrew soldier in green uniform beside the uzbek embassy the terrorist said "mordi" you are dead. I yelled back at him. i told the female soldier in the next street if they assault me i will assault one of their mothers in revenge. i have no military training. these are trained soldiers acting illegally, that is to say terrorists. ***they have done very serious evil to me. I was being used for weapons research. ***(pakis out). I have gone to the following embassies in the past 5 days: slovakia (the woman told me to fuck off), nigeria, mexico, vietnam, phillippines, china, brazil, panama, india, south africa, estonia. I wet to the slovak embassy no answer. door locked. ***I need the name of the embassy that will accept me as a refugee I will go. 12 countries I will not go to, another 10 Ive been told not to go to. of the rest any. 12/5/2014 ***the man walked past me "army" I went to the Nigerian and Cuban embassies. I am living outside the protection of the law. ***I have 15 grievnas left. They wouldnt buy the salfetkas I bought from the market in the metro. all army. collecting bottles. amongst enemies. this is not a word I like using. silence from the police. they give free breakfast in vauxall. the garbage have givenme silence for 15 years. ***its worth checking out - the Bahai journal 1980-99 was a commnity news journal. there were no articles about religion in it. "only the paranoid survive" "MI6" 11/5/2014 ***one more day of silence. I can sleep in a camp for stateless people in the phillippines. it has been 16 years of silence from the police. they were using me for research. Bahai volunteers near. thank you v m sirs.I need good people near need to make contact with good ppl asap. ***need a job. they wont give me a job. the room costs 60 grievnas per day. I made one sale in the metro -- all soldiers. I can sleep in a camp for stateless ppl in the phillippines. a camp in jordan lebanon pakistan wont accept someone like me (moslem moslem nonsense). I need to get to good ppl asap. silence for 20 years. I go to the nigerian slovak spanish embassies tomorrow. these are not friendly embassies. I have no chioce. i only seek temporary safety. I will go to the DOORS of the catholic cathedrals and orthodox monastries only to seek help. 50 grievnas left. dont know what to do. it was a conspiracy to cover up. it was a conspiracy to kill. need to get to safety. I will die of stress. Id like some answers. the police have given me silence instead. I can work to pay my own way. need to be offered a job. 10/5/2014 ***I have bought salfetka and pens. I have 70 grievnas. if the soldiers in th metro buy I will make a living. I need 20 grievnas per day for room, 30 for costs, 50 to save, and for medicine hospital, other. If they dont beat me up arrest me and buy I should be fine. may the lord be with me. need to make contact with one of the good people. thank you v m the good people. 09/5/2014 ***this is ansanity. The cuban embassy was locked. as I passed the department of migration the man locked the door. dont know what to do. Slovak embassy? There was a police car shadowing me. noe woman bought a pen for 2 grievnas. If i sell 50 of them every day at 2 grievnas I will make enough to live on. ***distractions god help me I am not insane. just before I fled Britain -- I was screaming in the room. I 'fled' was thrown out soon afterwards. the male uk personality very publicly separated from his wife. it would have been a distraction -- these are all patriotic people -- their government is in deep shit but they dont know why. ***more names Barry White. Bar. whitey you are not allowed. how did aids get from africa to haiti? if it was a medical experiment gone wrong it could have been independent. "mi6 used you for research". They can use dna testing of variants to check for historical paths. sexual transfer from africa to haiti sounds unlikely. ***I will get cancer. need to get to safety. ***my life i sin danger. total isolation. I dont know what to do. I can get arrested if I sell pens in the metro, or get assaulted. need to sell 50-100 every day at 1 grievna profit to live. ***the loneliness. I am waiting to get to safety. I have put notes on my coat "kiev police are evil. they have givn me silence" I am forced to go to the slovak embassy next. I have no choice. need to get to safety. I can walk to the hungarian border. I dont know what else to do. ***I am very tired. who did this to me? they wont give any answers. if i go to mikhailvska 10 I may go to prison. I am illegal in kiev. ***MAKE CONTACT WITH ME ASAP FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD.MAKE CONTACT WITH ME ASAP FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD.MAKE CONTACT WITH ME ASAP FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD.MAKE CONTACT WITH ME ASAP FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD.MAKE CONTACT WITH ME ASAP FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD.MAKE CONTACT WITH ME ASAP FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD.MAKE CONTACT WITH ME ASAP FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD.MAKE CONTACT WITH ME ASAP FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD.MAKE CONTACT WITH ME ASAP FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD.MAKE CONTACT WITH ME ASAP FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD.MAKE CONTACT WITH ME ASAP FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD.MAKE CONTACT WITH ME ASAP FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD. I will have to sell pens. I was told to be independent. should I phone Valentyna Y? It is begging -- I am an adult man. FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD MAKE CONTACT WITH ME. ***The good people thank you v m. AllahuAbha.The good people thank you v m. FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD MAKE CONTACT WITH ME. FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD MAKE CONTACT WITH ME.FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD MAKE CONTACT WITH ME.FOR THE CHARITY OF GOD MAKE CONTACT WITH ME. ***very tired. make contact with me. almost 43. very tired. make contact with me very tired. make contact with me very tired. make contact with me very tired. make contact with me very tired. make contact with me ***FOR THE LOVE OF GOD MAKE CONTACT WITH ME. I will go and sell pens in the metro now. 8/5/2014 ***the money is finishing. dont knw what to do. I can try to sell pens in the metro. I have 150 grievnas left. I have just been to the Vietnamese, Mexican and Nigerian embassies. no answers. I believe they will want me out of this house -- I have no money to pay rent. I have 150 grievnas left. I can work. dont know what to do. I have plastered my story "please help" on the coat. ***the good ppl nearer and further thank you v m ***I dont know what to do. I now have 146 grievnas left. The library closed I could not work today. dont know what to do. I can sell pens in the metro. ***total silence from state security. ***good ppl of kiev thank you v m. After something like this I am very obviously just passing through. it is hell walking through the streets. they have eased up on the pressure. I need to know the name of the embassy that will accept me I will leave. 12 embassies I wont go to. another 10 Ive been told not to go to. 7/5/2014 ***I hope to be in a country where these ppl have no presence. 15 years of silence. these garbage -- these are garbage -- have given me silence. I can sell pens in the metro. I dont wish to interact with the locals. if one of the embassies gives me refugee status I will leave. afro-brazilia half of brasilians are of non-european origin. west asians will not accept someone like me, and my answer to nonsense is a knife for the terrorists mother. these are garbage. I need to know which embassy will accept me I will leave. they are garbage from the mayor of kiev onwards. they need to tell me which embassy will accept me i will leave. ***I have just been to the brazilian and panamanian embassies. National Bahai center and Caritas. I will go to the Vietnamese embassy tomorrow. I dont know when they want me out of that house. I can sell pens in the metro. ***I hope not to have to look at these ppl again. it has been 15 years of silence from state authorities. it was european state security which is responsible for most of this obcenity. ***I can try to walk to the slovak border. slovakia is even less friendly. these are all garbage. the whore said "shenid" I went to their embassy last year. the door was locked. these are not appropriate places for me to go to. I entered ukrainian soil via slovakia. I have been to the indian, chinese, south african, phillippines, brazilian panamanian embassies. vietnamese and malaysian embassies next. I cannot get through their border wo a passport. also Bahai center again and Caritas office. Caritas is the important one. the job of the nsa is to organise prayer meetings, not to help war refugees. rocados will not help. these garbage can give me a TICKET OUT OF THEIR COUNTRY. they dont have the right to tell me to fuck off every time I go to ask for help. the ministry of interior building -- I went there last month -- is the no1 police stations in kiev. what these motherfucking sons of whores can do is give me a ticket out of their country, these are motherfuckers who are playing games with my life. I have a knife -- its for the terrorists throat, or his mothers throat. laws of war 18-60. i want these hebrews to go away. 6/5/2014 ***THEY HAVE GIVEN ME SILENCE FOR FIFTEEN YEARS NOW. THE POLICE HAVE GONE ON STRIKE FOR FIFTEEN YEARS. ***I went to the Kazakh embassy just now, Phillippines embassy yesterday. Need the NAME OF THE EMBASSY THAT WILL ACCEPT ME AS A REFUGEE. ***HIGH TECH: in one place yesterday I could not think properly. in the second place I could sit and think properly. different sets of soldiers. military hardware mixed with brain tissue, also non-invasive technologies. ability and willingness to use. ***I hope to reach safety. nearly 43. ***the good people thank you v m. ***I have 240 grievnas in my pocket. need to get to safety. NEED TO KNOW WHICH EMBASSY WILL ACCEPT ME I WILL LEAVE. ***high tech: science fiction story -- with supercomputers they will be abled to identify the presence of recievers. ***I went to the kazakh embassy today. they have given me 15 years of silence. need to know which embassy will accept me I will leave. 5/5/2014 ***I could be homeless within a few days. I need a free doctor asap. what sort of insanity is this? silence from police for 15 years. ***I need to sell 50 pens in kiev metro per day to survive, 100 per day to survive normally. 1 grievna profit per pen. ***I could not shower today. I can hardly think. about to fall sleep. need to get to safety. 4/5/2014 ***I am 43 now. 15 years of silence from police. Back to embassies tomorrow: phillippines, kazakh, vietnamese, brazilian, panamanian embassies, newspaper offices. I hope to reach safety and honesty. I can try Kiev city council again. ***more words: breed. is breed a new word? breeder Bahai reader. its a possibility. nope 1500. coincidence. one was a coincidence, one was a real link ***are they blocking the email? I phoned one of the newspapers -- there was no answer -- the phone was being blocked. how many of them did they catch? 03/05/2014 ***this money is finishing. I will go and sell biscuits plasters in the metro. I dont know what else to do. if they are waiting for an opportunity to arrest me this will be it. ***suez crisis. was there a crisis many years ago -- this man is a prisoner. I am a free man actually. ***dont remember mind control this is what I thought as I woke up. mind control. It has been 1 month now. I wake up and I am full of memories and memories. this is mind control. "one of the largest breaches of security in history" "you get a job in a hotel and you take your case to court of justice in the hague" that there were lots of police officers of the herbrew race in kiev and sweden, and this was a law and order issue. these were THOUGHTS. no one told me them -- that (1)the reason I could not wipe my ass in britain for 20 years -- I have never heard of anyone not being able to use a paper toilet because his ass is too hairy -- was 2 reasons -- diet, and because the military hardware mixed with every part of the brain tissue has caused increased secretion in surfactant present in the excement, with increased sensitivity in the receptors, making it more difficult o use a paper toilet. also my bowel control is weak. had they destroyed my other reflexes also? I am nearly incontinent on the front side. I have 2 years of medical studies -- this is not something I could think of myself. this is mind control also that lots of police officers of the hebrew race in the city of Kiev and Sweden, and this is a legal issue. and lots of other -- it has been 3 weeks of this 'we may not be able to meet you alive, and so we want you to know' 'more than one supercomputer' 'more than one technology' I think about 50% of my thoughts are army supercomputer ones. I never knew. in deep shit. I was told they wanted to kill me mercy killing many years ago. "after you die theyll open you up theyll know what is inside you" in the year 2000 in geneva hotel on the staircase hebrew man from aberdeen university or lookalike. military hardware mixed with brain tissue. ****I will die of prostate. need to find a free hospital. the number of soldiers is decreasing the possibility of a soldier killing me with impunity increases. ***on monday I go to back to embassies -- Phillippines, Kazakhstan, Brazilian, Vietnamese, Other south american embassies, Panamanian??? Scandinavian??? I have no other choice. silence from the police for 20 years. ***May the Lord be with me may I reach safety and honesty. the good people thank you v m. Bahai volunteers, nikjoo family, the poeple of the city of Kiev. I have 420 grievnas left. waiting to get to safety. ***UNHCR lied UNHCR had lied. you are not a jew, you were never a jew, you will never be a jew. ***I can clean church * church toilets, and homes, and home toilets, as a symbolic thank you. (Saturday and Sunday, Monday-friday) the good people thank you v m. the good people nearer and further thank you v m. 01/05/2014 ***horrendous day, need to get to safety. ***I can sell biscuits on the metro. ***I am an unarmed civilian. I have the legal right to safe passage to safe territorryu under international law. silence. My lfie is in danger. if assaulted I will hit back. 30/4/2014 ***internet both libraries internet not working. need internet to complete english language work -- may get paid. they are playing games. need to get to safety. ***nearing death [he wont go] [physical attack in the street] "we disagree" [activation of high technology] ***johnny mnemonic 1 month now. need to get a job and some answers. ***military hardware mixed with my brain tissue what do I do? Brazilian embassy again? The Ombudsman gave me the silence act again. ***fakhr, embassim (we are the embassy) hhhmmm. as a refugee I am very good. living on other ppls money. as a 42 year old Bahai man.... (apart from that, on my own money I do as I wish. if I catch you near me I will kill you with a hammer. if you are bigger than me I will kill your mother with a hammer. the rules are 18-60 and proximity to you. now fuck off) ***dont know what to do. I can sell biscuits in the metro. 29/4/2014 ***in deep shit. another interview. no work offers. money is running out. need to get a job. wil have cancer in one months time if I dont go see the doctor.need to pay the rent. 15 years of silence from police. May the Lord be with me may I reach safety and honesty. ***no answers from anyone. dont know what to do. ***captains log. 15 years of silence from police. ***they were given orders to finish me then they get paid. if I am a homeless tramp.. ***it is possible I was forced to leave my home as part of the war plan. ***I dont quite know what is going on here. I did not get the english language job. I can sell biscuits in the metro. they want me to pay them money I believe quite soon. dont know what is going on here. ***28/4/2014 ***need to get a job. need to pay rent and hospital fees. one interview tomorrow. ***I woke up with a thought [hospital. when my eyelids go yellow and blood comes out with urine then I know I have cancer]. I do not have sufficient medical knowledge to come up with this knowledge. mind control. ***2 types -- subliminal non isertive -- low volume noise -- I am physically unaware of it, but it has an effect on me, and second insertive -- bypassing the ear reciever in the brain microfilaments mixed with brain tissue, under military law as I am an unarmed civilian can only be used for benevolent purposes. cannot be used to control body or to harm -- military crime. if I take action that is counter to state interests then the technology can be used there also. amazing technology // the most horrendous war crime they have seen // [massive embarassment] / know other security know about this // the engineers worked 10 years 24 hours a day to work out what the technology was. ***they were bullshitting you/ "it will be denied"" 'of course it will be denied" I hope to get to safety. ***may the lord be with me,may I reach safety. **cough cough [discredited diary] I really had a dream January 1999 in the dream I was reading a newspaper it was in front of my eyes "ethnic biological weapons developed by israelis that target arabs" the account is very accurate. May the lord be with me. The good people than you v m. I hope to reach safety and honesty. the good ppl thank you vm.I am alive because of the good people. The good people thank you v m sirs. ***16 years of silence. May the goodlord be with me may I reach safety and honesty. I am hoping to get to safety. I need tomake contact with one friendly person who will tell me what the facts are. The ombudsman office will not answer me. Brazilian embassy again? ***I print Bahai writings and say my prayers in the morning with military discipline. it has become a legal issue here. ***Ya hazrate AbdulBaha. I am not quite sure what is happening here. I hope to reach safety. Bahai volunteers -- Followers of Bahaullah, nearer and further thank you v m sirs. AllahuAbha. I hope to reach safety and honesty. I am a professional - I hope to reach safety. ***27/4/2014 ***it is possible this was a conpspiracy to harm innocent people. "that was a Bahai man" a disgusting monster [victim of crime] ***so Im simply waiting to get to safety. silence from the police for 15 years. I went to the police January 1999 to seek help. total silence. I talk to myself to keep myself going. ***this money is finishing. I will need to pay rent. I do VYs words and email them, check the stroikas, and go and buy biscuits to sell. May the lord be with me may I reach safety and honesty. ***may the lord be with me may I reach safety and honesty. I am simply waiting for the red cross or someone similar tomake contact with me (Ya hazrate AbdulBaha). 15 years now. ***high tech. in deep shit. I was sitting trying to work -- there are soldiers everywhere -- couldnt. had a coffee came back started to work. it was high tech -- reason I failed medical exams 1988. extra ordinary crimes. in deep shit. ***27/4/2014 ***I can work if Im offered a job. I need to make contact with one of the good people if possible. ***may the Lord be with me. The good people thank you v m kind sirs. I am most grateful. I hope to reach safety and honesty. I may have an interview on monday. I will now go and try to sell biscuits / check the stoikas for employment, possibly. ***I hope to get to safety. silence from police. ***I can go and try to sell biscuits in the metro. totally alone. need to go and see a doctor -- prostate cancer. The library internet is closed again -- 2nd time -- I would have been writing vys english words -- I will write tomorrow instead. ***may the lord be with me may I reach safety and honesty. ***I will go and buy biscuits to sell -- I need to have an income the money is running out. I can be arrested. very tired. totally alone for 20 years. total silence from the police for 15 years. need a job. *** ***silicon chips mixed with brain tissue. in deep trouble. ***If I get a job I will buy Russian Ukrainian langauge books again. My parents I presume will have died of old age now. ***I hope to reach safety and honesty. ***I may get a job interview on monday. if they offer me employment I will be grateful. ***26/4/2014 **I am nearly 43 years old now. I went to the police when I was 26. Still no answers. I dont know what to do. Bahais of different countries thank you v m. Soldiers who are Bahais also thank you v m. respect. AllahuAbha. Thank you v m sirs. Unarmed civilian, a very nice one. ***I hope to get to safety and honesty. ***official secrets act. ***When the money is finished Im finished. I do not know what to do. total silence from police. the good people thank you v m. need information from police or human rights workers. ***24/04/2014 ***In danger. 18+ mature man. the amount of help reduced by half [adult -- small bag, child large bag] need to get a job. ***the technology is implementation. it can be activated -- military law if I am going to act against state interests. In Ukraine bad mouthing israelis is acting against state interests. hitting old ladies also. [cough]. if the soldier hits me I will hit him back. if he is bigger than me any of his colleagues. 18-60. Ive complained into police stations 50 times. this is not a joke. ***[preparing for an attack] dont remember who said this. it could mean anything. ***I hope to get to safety. the good people my regrets for the silence. I literally dont know what to do. again silence. I can go and sell biscuits on the metro. ***23/04/2014 I cant think of anything else to write. This is the very last ***When they hit, it will be unexpected and it will hurt. I will retaliate afterwards very obviously. I hope to get to safety. ***dream I didnt want to write this. I had a dream 2 days ago. I dreamt vigen the iranian-armenian singer swearing "israeli *&^ give the palestinians their money" then his home being attacked by american-armenians and being defended by iranian-armenian-americans, then the israeli spoeksman 'mr vigen doesnt know what he is talking about' then 'kholmadang ill listen to mmusic, ou listen to your music, dont listen to my music'. this was a high technology army dream. respect. ***walking all day went to the administrative court to apply for assistance. the woman told me to get lost. I couldnt undersant what she said to be more accurate. said I should use pocht. will go back to the ombudsman. ***1 day dont remember who said this. subliminal influences? dream? memories as I woke up. foreign soldiers caught in a country are executed without mercy. soldiers who have disgraced their country have 1 day to commit suicide. I was told after the international cirminal court it will be expected for me to also commit suicide. ***military prisons secret dont remember who said this. subliminal influences? dream? memories as I woke up. capture of, imprisonment release and execution of military prisoners is not made public. military secrets. I believe -- I have forgotten -- there were military prisoners in britain related to this prior to 99. 'it wont come out for 50 years' ***military cordon dont remember who said this. subliminal influences? dream? memories as I woke up. was a military cordon being changed to a civilian one? ***hospital section dont remember who said this. subliminal influences? dream? memories as I woke up. under hospital sections. ***hayedeh may not have been asssassinated. she may have been executed. if she was involved in savak activity it would have been classed as 'anti-state activity' at which point it would have been illegal exection, not illegal assassination. respect. ***subliminal influences low volume noise from loudspeakers-- I become aware of information without consciously knowing algorithm transferred to a reciever in the brain, the information passed onto, and from, brain cells by microfilaments in gel. I could do it to a dog. ***Bahai heroin addict I went to the court no answers. dont smoke. a coffee 10 grievnas, a second coffee and a small chok 6 grievnas. half a loaf of bread 2 grievnas. I will buy chewing gum. silence for 15 years.